The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound

 

lekhi-lakh - 'go<<<      >>>to yourself'




These six pages of SongGame 2007, together with one page from "Closeup to the Past", provided free space
for documenting-sculpting one day - Mika's 6th birthday - which was given to us for completing our five years
[As to this lekhi-lakh
see the entries in 7 Nourishment-Pages between Oct.30 and Dec. 30, 2011, e.g. on Dec.15]

They are followed by 2 pages, on which I summarize and symbolize this lekhi-lakh for myself towards 1-1-12.

There are only 5 pages left [Dec. 17;18;19;21;30] which grant free space - I wonder for what future with Mika?

 

 

 

Maria's song: I feel pretty
A Song of Self-Acceptance

 

2007_12_14

+ Let me take you in my arms again
lyrics:
Stephen Sondheim
tune:
Leonard Bernstein
From the musical "West Side Story" 1961
MARIA
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and gay
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me today

I feel charming
Oh so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real

See the pretty girl in that mirror there?
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face
Such a pretty dress
Such a pretty smile
Such a pretty me!

I feel stunning
And entrancing
Feel like running
And dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy
GIRLS
Have you met my good friend Maria
The craziest girl on the block?
You'll know her the minute you see her
She's the one who is in an advanced state of shock

She thinks she's in love
She thinks she's in Spain
She isn't in love
She's merely insane

It must be the heat
Or some rare disease
Or too much to eat
Or maybe it's fleas

Keep away from her
Send for Chino
This is not the Maria we know

Modest and pure
Polite and refined
Well-bred and mature
And out of her mind!
Miss America, Miss America, speech!
Miss America, bravo, speech!


American Musical Theatre of San Jose production ,
Nov. 2005
MARIA
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
That the city should give me its key
A committee
Should be organized to honour me

I feel dizzy
I feel sunny
I feel fizzy and funny and fine
And so pretty
Miss America can just resign

See the pretty girl in that mirror there
(What mirror, where?)
Who can that attractive girl be?
(Which, what, where, whom?)
Such a pretty face
Such a pretty dress
Such a pretty smile
Such a pretty me!

MARIA & GIRLS
I feel stunning
And entrancing
Feel like running and dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy

Performance Riverside opens its 2007-2008 season on September 14th with one of musical theatre's most unforgettable masterpieces, West Side Story
"The fact that the social problem of gang violence has become even more complex in the fifty years since the opening of the original Broadway production of West Side Story is tragic," says Perfor-mance Riverside's Producing, Artistic Director, Rey O'Day. "However, it is the passion of the story and the hope that young people feel that keeps the story fresh even today. Every time I see this show my heart soars and my soul is deeply moved all over again."

Mp3 Clips: "Maria" ~~~ "Tonight" ~~~ "Somewhere"

2011 - February 12
Another Song about Self-Acceptance,

Neil Diamond :
Let me Take You in my Arms Again

You'd be better off, I know
With another kind of man
All I got is what I feel
And what I feel is what I am



 


 

This song was played
in Pat Grove's Workshops
"I Am " and "Joy-Spring"
in Israel 1987
I acquired the casette with all the songs,
and when I listened to it in Febr. 2011,
I found this one worthwhile
to be learnt by heart by me.

Live on TV 1977

the performance
which seems to be the one
I found on my casette:


December 11, 2011
On February 9, 2012 I inserted this song also in "Seven Love-Songs"

River Water

River water flowing
Look
These are the days of your life
They are the days of your life
flushed in the flow
that starts with the first rain

River water flowing
Look
These are streams
That reach the dying desert
With the quiet that will come

Even if I'll drink all the sea
it will not quench my thirst
for another day close to you
for another day in your arms

Even if I sit under the sun
its rays will not burn me
as my heart burns
in the flames of your love




a talkback:
"I don't understand Hebrew,
but I know this is one of the most beautiful songs I ever heard."

Idan Raichel official

youtube-Carmit


idan raichel&indie arie in New-York

Nachal-Band 2011

It was a ca. 8 year old girl,
whom I heard singing this song on TV.
It touched me so much,
that I had to learn it myself.
How wondrous - the Internet!

 


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lekhi-lakh - 'go<<<      >>>to yourself'




These six pages of SongGame 2007, together with one page from "Closeup to the Past", provided free space
for documenting-sculpting one day - Mika's 6th birthday - which was given to us for completing our five years
[As to this lekhi-lakh
see the entries in 7 Nourishment-Pages between Oct.30 and Dec. 30, 2011, e.g. on Dec.15]

They are followed by 2 pages, on which I summarize and symbolize this lekhi-lakh for myself towards 1-1-12.

There are only 5 pages left [Dec. 17;18;19;21;30] which grant free space - I wonder for what future with Mika?

 

2011_12_20

En-JOY-ing and growing with Mika and my Family
following the documentation "Mika's Heaven on Earth", inserted since Song Game 2007_01_01

continued in order to be completed

 

The next early morning,

before we parted,

knowing,

that we would not meet again at Shoham

Mika wanted us to paint a flame.

I asked her to cut a paper in the size of my I.D. card,

so I could carry it with me everywhere.

She started with the exterior part,

I was asked to paint the part inside,

and she painted the central part

and wrote in her own first-grade handwriting:

Beautiful flame  
Thank you  
 That you shine.

 

I don't eat breakfast so early, but as usual when I was at Shoham,
I sat with her and made fun with her, - this time with the balloon,
which Abba had brought her: a balloon that speaks and screams...


Then I asked her to let me photograph her in what had been "my" room , but was changed into "a room of creation"

 

 

 

 

 

First she kneels on the mattrass,
on which I slept one other time
during the past night.

It had once been a bed,
but as a mattrass
with new covers and cushions,
in very pretty colors,
it was more convenient.

Mika's arms and hands
are placed
on the computer-desk,
now adjacent to the bed,

She plays with her MP3,
her parents'
birthday present for her.


Then I ask her
to "pose" (for a change!)
in the corner,
which is painted
so beautifully and lively
with a tree,
its flying leaves
and flying birds.

She chooses
to pose with her guitar,
and then with a painting,
the content of which
I don't remember to my regret.

 

Then she demonstrates,
how she "works" on her new desk
which is simply a plate
without drawers underneath.

She has a desk with drawers
and with a shelf above in her room.
It was there,
that we cocreated the painting
with her friend Elah
the day before.

On the shelf by the way
is the globe and the box with the "Micas",
those complex, pain-causing gifts
to Mika's birthday last year.


Immanuel wrote to me a few days later,
"We showed her your kaleidoskope!
An amazing gift.
I don't know, if Mika grasps its specialness,
but she said:

"Since it reminds me of a telescope,
I'll place it next to the globe,
which I received from Savta last year."



What does she want to create right now?
I watch till I understand:
A camera!


I don't remember, whose idea it was, to take a "tmunat-predah",
"a farewell photo", as Mika called it,
with the help of this room's mirror, which I liked so much:


Imma comes in
to call Mika.

She sits in the chair
opposite the mirror.

She doesn't look well
and I feel sad....


I voice,
that I want
to see Mika off to the car
in the underground
parking-lot,
and at the same time
walk Nella.

I ask: "Mika,
do you want to take the lift,
or do you one more time want to walk down the stairs?"

Of course she prefers
the stairs

This was our last hour in Mika's home at Shoham, before she left for noon-school,
which now,  during the Chanuka holiday, takes place from morning to afternoon.
Then she will return to her official school,  where she quickly learns the Alef-Beth
with no sad connotations like that of Jewish children in exile in the following song:

 


5 days after we had parted,
Mika sent greetings from Shoham.
And a week later a phone message:
"This is Mika, greetings from Thailand".
In three of the five hearts she put the letters
s - m - kh
j o y o u s


This is also the last page of the sequence through most of the pages of Song-Game 2007, which I called:

En-JOY-ing and growing with Mika and my Family
following the documentation "Mika's Heaven on Earth", inserted since Song Game 2007_01_01

The following page - about how Jewish kids learnt during Exile and pogroms -
will be dedicated to my conscious
lekhi-lakh journey on December 20-21, 2011:

lekhi-lakh - 'go<<<      >>>to yourself'




These six pages of SongGame 2007, together with one page from "Closeup to the Past", provided free space
for documenting-sculpting one day - Mika's 6th birthday - which was given to us for completing our five years
[As to this lekhi-lakh
see the entries in 7 Nourishment-Pages between Oct.30 and Dec. 30, 2011, e.g. on Dec.15]

They are followed by 2 pages, on which I summarize and symbolize this lekhi-lakh for myself towards 1-1-12.

There are only 5 pages left [Dec. 17;18;19;21;30] which grant free space - I wonder for what future with Mika?