I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

From "Judgment Release"

The snake was correct,
I had this 'knowledge',
but the story didn't go into
how knowing both
good and evil
was plaguing me
and making a mess of Creation.
Judgments I made
based on these values
have spawned most of
the unwanted fragmentation
in Creation.

"As I've mentioned,
I am evolving.
When I began
to be aware of stimuli,
both from inside myself
and from what seemed
to be outside of me,
I generally got
one of two feelings about it.
I either felt
that it was something
I liked to experience
or something I didn't like.
The things I liked,
I accepted
and the things I didn't,
I rejected.

"This whole process
seemed right to me
and I didn't question it
for a very long time.
Even when I became aware
that I was fragmenting myself
by doing this,
I didn't know how to quit."

Parental Mother
on Fragmentation
"I love myself in all my fragmentation.
It is who I am.
If I do not love myself and my fragments
and if I do not have acceptance for all of my fragmentation
I cannot heal into wholeness.
Where there is lack of acceptance
there is lack of healing.
It is my responsibility
to care for all of my fragmentation,
to love them,
nurture them,
cherish them
and honor their experiences.

From "Messengers Discussion"

"...My original desire
to understand myself,
pin myself down so to speak, caused the creation of
limitedness within myself.

"These limits eventually led to the
intentional fragmentation
that spawned
the individuals in Creation.

"Each individual has the freedom to fully explore
their own scope of awareness.
And in this we are partners,
you experience yourself
as an individual,
and I am informed
by your feelings,
thoughts,
and understandings.
This is the process
in which we evolve together.

"You struggle with this separation and attempt
to regain full consciousness, because our separation
has often felt like rejection,
and this can trigger deep levels
of loneliness and longing...

"and I now wish
to help us all find a place of cooperation in our separation.

"It was not my intent
to hurt you,
for when we were all ONE
you were originally
a part of myself
I sought to know
and understand.
I now would like
to ease the pain
this has caused
through better communication,
even though the possibilities of confusion are still great. "

p.230-249 in the Yellow Book of Right Use of Will FRAGMENTATION

"... large pieces of your essence
are not with you
or you would be more powerful
than you are....

"Most people have not allowed themselves to notice
that besides lost parts of themselves they did not like,
they also have lost parts of themselves
they wanted to have
but could not allow themselves to have. ....

"there is no lack of greatness
in My Creation,
but most of it has been lost
or denied into fragments
who can no longer manifest it...

"Not only do fragments
of denied greatness
meet the reflection of the judgments against them,
they also manifest the judgments against them,

" What if you find out
what your place really is
in the chain of fragmentation
and don't like it?
What if you are not really a Manifested Spirit, but only a denied piece of something else, ...

"It is frightening to allow movement ... where you fear...
you may be parental to more
than you think you are,
or less parental
than you thought you were

"...these problems will all be solved
before you ever get to the place of deciding
if you want to come back together with your fragmentation
as a greater presence
manifesting as one spirit.
The polarization of charge
makes it impossible
for certain fragments
to jump back together
and start manifesting
greater presence ,
consciousness
and power
unless the issues which have kept them apart are resolved first.

p.238-9
"... Fragmentation
has been reflected
in caste systems,
class systems,
and in fact, all social structuring,
and yet no one wants to believe he or she is a fragment.

..."The difference
between fragmentation
and Manifested Spirits
is really determined
by how it feels
and is reflected
by a social ordering that
feels good to everyone involved.
In other words,
you have all remained in essentially the same position
you were in orgininally
[when you decided to manifest] relative to the gap [???],
except that now it is possible
for some real movement
to take place,
and instead of a massive power struggle and attempt ... to grab a place near the seat of power, there will be love everywhere
and spirits will be able
to unfold into it
in the way I originally envisioned, ...

" Everyone is fragmented,
but there is so much emotional charge around this
that almost no one wants
to notice fragmentation
or what it means.

"Among other things, fragmentation means
being unable to have power over your own lives.
The emotional charge around this is so great, ...
that the "solution" has been
denial and avoidance,
and the denials involved here have manifested everything from dictatorial parents,
spouses,
bosses
and social structures
to unloving dictators.

"Almost everyone prefers to say that they have given this power to another
without allowing themselves
to mention or notice
that they have no real way
to take this power back...

"You are all in fragmented situations that make it appear
that others
have power over you.

From "A Letter from God to the Father and Mother of Creation"

"...Many beings, however, do not wish to be parental [see pp 12] ,..
They wish to be one who is taken care of,
rather than be the one who takes care of the others.
This is what is right for them, at least in this stage of their evolution -
but it is also in their best interests to release judgments. [see also pp 6]
...that... they are wrong or bad to want to be taken care of,
to be as children,
to evolve in their own right way and right time -
or even to remain as a fragment of another being.

"Everyone in Creation is here for a specific reason and purpose,
and humans are no exception.
You each have your individual purpose or role to play,
and you have your collective purpose
as a species of evolutionary Will beings.
Bringing the Mother and Spirit together as New Heart in Body
is the common denominator in your true identity
as a species of parental, Creator beings.

"Each human is unique,
and yet all humans are equal in status.
There is no true moral or spiritual hierarchy
that would rank them by their physical characteristics,
the polarity of their essence,
their relative parentalness,
or their role in the healing.

And all humans are entitled to,
and will come to enjoy -
the benefits of wholeness
and Free Will
that will be secured for all -
by those of you who choose to be parental
to the fragmentation and gaps in the Mother,
- that were originally caused by my Light in denial.
...