The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 

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Keep It Simple Sweetheart

 
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"AZ NIDBERU" - My new Midrash and song in 5 languages
about the prophecy of Malachi 3, 16
["YHWH" is named "HA-SHEM"= The Name]
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Train
Heal
Conditions
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Heaven
Those
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Self-acceptance
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears

yatakaalamuna     allathina     yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri        va-yasma'

Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht      und er hoert

Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre
il entends,        il ecoute
It seems that I chose 26 actors for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency" between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual dependency is life-long! With my landlords at Arad & with my 6 starchildren,
born between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born 1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar; Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (20057). My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =
LOVE!]

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2008
November 20

Cheshvan 22

Thursday
Actions: 
Cleaning shards of lamp
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Washing dishes

Interactions:
with Efrat and Mika
Call from Lior Oren: postponed

Parting from
my obsession
to complete

this page---
not yet

 

 

The FOCUS of MY INTENTION TODAY

Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may

8:25
I desire to "complete" all (! ) pages & letters in today's 8 1/2 "free" hours & for once feel FREE!
I desire to know if there is a meaning to the breaking of the plate on Nov.18 & of the many bulbs tonight

I desire that Immanuel will have a safe flight, & that Efrat will follow through with her decisions
I desire that Tomer will fully and wholly and joy-fully and grate-fully integrate at Ben-Shemen!
I desire that Ronnit will heal into wholeness & release her countless judgments against others!
Scanning the image folders of the last 6 weeks, I could not find the candelabra lamp,
but I came across the candelabra mulberry tree with its deep meaning in June 2004.
A faint memory says: "but the tree died the next year"...



hodayot [thanksgivings] for today

8:57
My Body, my Partner, my God
I give thanks to the fact, that you are alive and whole, not smashed or injured
Whenever I "should" thank you for "not having been killed", I feel ambivalent:
I've pledged to you, that in this life & from this life onward I'll not leave you.
I cannot understand, why I'm still unable to embrace life whole-HEARTedly,
despite optimal exterior circumstances (except for the absence of "my Peer"),
-despite the wholeness of our feelings and the ascent & descent in their flow.
Maybe it's not our spirit/mind & feeling/will who pledged to never leave you!
Maybe it's you, Body, who pledged to never leave will/feeling & mind/spirit!


I am grate-full that none of us was sitting underneath the heavy candelabra,
when it fell from the ceiling with an enormous "bum" - around midnight
At that untimely hour I was watching the second 3SAT competition-movie
Canzun Alpina - Open Hearts
I didn't jump up, when I heard the bum, - it fitted the scene on the screen!
Only when Efrat, who had jumped up from her sleep, knocked at my door,
did I realize, that it was in the exterior world where this bum occurred.
So nobody, least of all Mika, was meant to be killed, but what does it mean?

Song of the Day

Ride with the wave,
descend with the wave,
that's how My World flows,
don't stick to peaks,
nor get stuck in pits,
flow with my waves' highs and lows!



Learn to create,
and learn to retreat,
ba~lan~cing the flow!
Each is a special wave of
One great Ocean
a color of the one Rainbow.






 


 




I'm still without
a "proper" camera
and sad,
that the sweetness
of our togetherness
cannot be documented
by the cellphone camera
(artificial light, flash bad)


But this morning I "caught" them, while they walked
across the new doormat,
which I had urged Efrat to buy, after I almost fell
over the previous ragged one.


Efrat used the
"momentum of fulfilling
difficult buying assigments",
and also found me
the plastic jug
for the plastic milk-bag
(which I finally wanted
- after 4 years of "managing"
with a jug,
in which I had to pour the milk
before I could use it)


And another nano-problem
was finally solved.
When Ra'ayah - in July -
saw my old, ragged army-type purse,
she decided to buy me a new one
and put it into the lovely pouch
she had knitted for me of nylon-bags.

"But it's so encumbering that it blocks the pouch"

I wrote on Sept. 4, when I had an idea..

Most people cannot identify with
"a wanderer between worlds",
who meticulously saves space
concerning any equipment.
Efrat, my other daughter-in-love ,
now went on a search even twice
for the right shape, size, color
and division of interior departments.

"Like with your comb lately-
I needed to buy two samples,
until I hit what you wanted."

It seems to be easier to fly to the moon
than making a small comb available...


"Considering that I buy an item
only once or twice a year,
it's not too bad to waste a few Sheqels
and a few hours
for getting the exactly fitting one."

"That is right!"

 

 

 

 

 

2 days ago, when we all returned
from train, kindergarden, office
[Immanuel from a visit to Tomer]
Mika said:
"I want savta to open my seat-belt".
"Oh thank you, Mika,
that you let me train!"

Luckily I succeeded,
before Efrat lost her patience.

This morning I learnt,
that in fastening the belt,
Mika herself has already a task in it,
like ,
when I was allowed to dress her today,
she tried to manage herself,
and needed only little help from me.

 

 

 

Our parting-ceremony
consists of
spiraling with our hands
in the air,
until the car is out of sight...

The LICE on the heads of children in Israel has become a news-item !!!!!
- lately in Channel 2 news - now on the weekly newsletter from "Clalit Health Services"
On November 2, we discovered lice also on Mika's hair,
and Efrat combed me carefully, since I used to catch lice every so often from my grandchildren.
As to the endless coping with lice on my children, mainly on Ronnit's hair,
I talked about this in the past (also on Kisslog, January19 "HAIR").

Manual for the treatment of lice


This combing-scene a I took the following morning,
after Immanuel, who returned from Hongkong at 3 AM, had shown me the cahnges in the new Cassio camera




1969 - hair

1970 - lice, since Levi came to us

1971 hair

1973

1975

1976

About Ronnit's daughter Yael in puzzle piece 1b - 2002_09_03






Finetuning to my Present

The togetherness with Mika was again so sweet,
that - when her mother joined us for a while and my hands were free -
I tried to catch a scene - a "stills slow motion movie" - with my cellphone cameral.
An audio CD from the computer animated mother and daughter
to play "pantomimes".



 
 
 
 
 
 
 




   

 

 

 

2008
November 20

Cheshvan 22

Thursday
Actions: 
Cleaning shards of lamp
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Washing dishes

Interactions:
with Efrat and Mika
Call from Lior Oren: postponed

Parting from
my obsession
to complete

this page---
not yet



Intro to k.i.s.s.-l o g + all dates ~ Library of 7 years ~ HOME ~ contact ~ SEARCH ( of Latin characters only!)                  my eldest granddaughter's video-gallery

whole&full-filled, never perfect&complete
Keep It Simple Sweetheart
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