The green card was so dear to me,
that it was glued somewhere
through all my years of wandering. Now,
its meaning has become apparent:

The airy, delicate
bamboo stems and leaves represent the tents
in the Ohalot~Rihlaat,
which are
touching-not-touching
the earth,

while the butterfly,
the symbol of transformation,
represents
what will happen to people's souls, minds, lives,
in the desert
and in the tents of the Ohalot~Rihlaat~Pyramidions.

Having pondered again about the "Segulah",
the "special-treasure" of the people of Israel,
ever since Mika said: "ulai ani yaldat sgulah",
I'm no longer satisfied with my past answer:

Israel has been a pioneer in exemplifying,
that we are all the masters of our destiny.


Though the facts are clear as air in the sun,
the destructions and exiles in the far past,
which no other people survived but Israel,
and the rockfall of Europe 100 years ago,
when 25 nations got entangled in a WAR,
that only after 31 years generated peace,
indeed peace of almost 70 years already,

- what has Israel achieved for the world?
What has been learnt, what has changed?
There are many individuals and collectives
who invest pathetic efforts and endeavors
in making better people, better politicians.

But it's wholeness that's missing not goodness!
People in poor countries have nothing to loose,
violence is the only way to a bit of satisfaction.
And the youth in affluent consumerist societies:
There is no challenge for their creative powers,
violence is the only way to a bit of satisfaction
and self-drugging helps to escape temporarily.

In this morning's book, opened randomly, I read,
in Ruth Dayan's "Or did I dream a dream?",
how much zest and full-fill-ment the Zionists felt,
and once more remembered Rami Haruvi's outcry:
'you have done it all, you've left us nothing to do'
meaning his father, among the Zionist founders.



Since the age of 16, I've worked to change this!
I'm constantly empowering people to dream.
But now I want to create the very reality,
where people don't need war or hunger,
in order to find themselves challenges!
I want to help manifest both,
the exterior physical economic grid
in the desert,one third of the planet,
in its Space and Purity and Silence
in compositions of pyramidal tents,
where they can do their lekh-lekhâ,
where they can find themselves,
who they are, why they are here,
and as a condition to all this,
where they can be taught how to feel,
to move and womb what they feel
and to heal themselves into wholeness.

All through the years of "ceasing to manifest",
which I was commanded already since 1996,
but which I managed to apply only since 2006
I understood,
that if I create from an unwhole state of being,
the unaccepted feelings, needs, qualities in me
slip out and attack my creations from the back
and regression and reversals will ruin it all.

I claim, that I have become whole,
not as a wall, but as a wave,

and that is, why I now can manifest again,
yes manifest an exterior framework, a grid,
which will give zest and full-fillment to many,
both by erecting and running the framework
as by going-out from the "city", the familiar
into the desert , the unfamiliar, to oneself,
to learn to feel and to heal into wholeness.

That is what the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy is about.

A letter arrived from Stacey Robyn
and the ground crew of Go Gratitude!

The Blooming New Year is here ... and an open-field of possibility is ready and waiting. ....
we're beginning to dream forward,
chart our path and choose what dreams, projects and life-shifts we want to manifest.
What does 2014 hold for you?

What dreams will you seed? What is calling from
deep inside to be nurtured and brought to Life?

Consider this: Dreams are like seeds. Until planted, their power and potential remains contained. To thrive, a life-affirming environment is required. It is the same with our Dreams. We can cast them into fields and hope something happens, that 'Life will find a way'.

Or, we can choose to step into active co-creation with the Divine, to work in harmony with the cycles of Life, and nurture our dreams as they go and grow.

From planting to harvest, birthing our Dreams into
reality is a journey. It all begins with a YES! ... and a
willingness to nurture it through all stages of growth and manifestation.

Of course, this doesn't happen in one day. It happens
one day at a time. Manifestation is a procession of
choices, actions and applied inspiration. Our power
to manifest exists here, in the NOW.

So, as we begin the New Year ...

What are YOU dreaming up for your life right now?

Is there something in the Heart of your Heart that you
desire to bring to Life?

Is there a cosmic calling nudging, even if you don't have words for it yet?

What is the dream that keeps coming around again
and again?

Are you ready to say YES to the Call? To plant
your own DreamSeeds and dedicate daily, sacred
space to make this manifest?

Let's get our grow on together!

We're activating a 42 Day New Years Blooming Humans journey on February 3rd. As One Heart United, we're planting DreamSeeds, tending to the gardens of our Hearts and Birthing New Realities.

Remember, as we say YES!, grow forward and take
inspired action toward the fulfillment of our dreams,
we are building momentum ... opening doors ... making new pathways into the unknown.

Each action, each step reveals something new, gives us fresh perspective, and moves us into deeper, authentic expression of Self.

When we partner with life, with the Divine, we are
frequently awed and amazed at the support that comes ... often in synchro-mystic, magical ways.
Choice by choice, step by step, we are tending to the garden of our dreams and our souls are nourished by the fruits of our efforts.

Do you believe you have the ability to create your dreams, to alter your destiny ... that you are a co-creative being working in tandem with the Divine?

We do! and whole-heartedly believe in our collective power to dream and Birth New Reality. We also believe in the power of Come-Unity. By aligning our hearts, intentions and visionary actions, for a dedicated space of time, we amplify our energy and enhance our ability to thrive.

Together we're better, Beloveds. We're grateful knowing that each Love-filled Dream, birthed into reality, is a blessing for all. WE are the stuff dreams are made of!

So now ... what are you ready to say 'YES!' to?

What DreamSeeds are you ready to bring to Life?

It has often been noted,
that the only land Abraham, our mythical father, purchased,
was a field with a cave and with trees.

I myself talked about the fact, that the biblical verse:

The land is not to be sold-in-harness,
for the land is mine
for you are sojourners and resident-settlers with me
Lev.25:23
was taken seriously by the Israel National Fund, the Keren Kayaemet.
In the face of the later - shameful - deviation from this concept
and towards balancing the greed for "real estate" in present Israel,
by Mobile Desert Hosting Enterprises,
I'm stunned by the unusual length and its repetitive wording
of chapter 23 of Genesis:
It's here where the above verse appears, too:
a sojourner and resident-settler I am with you.
Only that here it is with people, while there it is with God.
[The expression appears a third time, in the late Chronicles,
there it's King David who says:

sojourners and resident-settlers not "with you, the people on this land",
and not "with me, God", but "before" God,
and the meaning is no longer: do not put your greedy hands on the land,
nor get enslaved in possession and property,
but-we are nothing, just the shadow of our days on the land.]

Why only a "burial holding"?

In the book of Kings I came across a strange "fact":
After King Solomo had forced someone to kill Yoav,
who had been King David's military chief of staff,
despite his flight into the TENT of YHWH,
as is mentioned 3 times in the text.
"he was buried in his house in the desert"

I do not yet grasp this contrast between Yoav's belief,
that in the tent of God he could stay alive,
and the fact, that he had a house in the desert,
but which only served him, after he was a corpse.

What I did learn now, is
that in the first stage of the Nabatean religion
it was forbidden by penalty of death
to build a house for the living,
only houses for the dead were hewn into the rock: Petra, the necropolis.
This is exactly what is written in the encumbered text
which tells how Abraham purchased a burial place for Sarah.

As to myself as a person, I used to joke, that the only land I own.
is the grave of my mother in the Templer cemetery in Jerusalem.
I myself, if I should die after all, want to be immersed in the Dead Sea.

This week's Torah portion, Balak, tells the amusing story of Balaam, a prophet and archenemy of the Jewish people, who was summoned by the Moabite king to curse Israel. In the end, in lieu of curses, the prophet gushes forth the most splendid poetry ever written about the uniqueness and destiny of the Jewish people. His poetry has become classic, a wellspring of inspiration for thousands of years.

..."How goodly are your tents, O Jacob; Your dwellings, O Israel!"

This is a verse Jews came to love so profoundly that they start the morning prayers with it every day, for 365 days a year. The opening of our prayers is not with a quote from Moses or another Jewish sage or poet, but with the words uttered by the gentile Balaam.

....“How goodly are your tents, O Jacob; Your dwellings, O Israel,” Balaam says. ....What is the difference between tents and dwellings....

In the physical sense, the difference between a tent and a dwelling is simple. A tent is a temporary structure, initially designed to be taken apart with the same swiftness it pitched, while a dwelling connotes a permanent edifice and residence.

On a symbolic level, “tents” and “dwellings” represent two diverse spiritual pathways. There are human beings who carve out of their hearts a permanent dwelling space for the Divine. ....

Others.......................................................

Notwithstanding this, even these individuals, once in a while—perhaps early in the morning, late at night, or sometimes in the midst of a hectic day—experience a yearning to spend a few moments with G-d. .... They then construct a tent, a temporary space to which they invite G-d, if only for a brief while.

It may be, for example, a few moments before sunset. A Jew, immersed in work, suddenly reminds himself that he did not “daven mincah” (pray the traditional dusk service). ....

This Jew by no means creates a fixed and permanent dwelling for G-d. At best, he erects a tent, where he and G-d spend a few moments together…

........... Jacob erects temporary tents for G-d; Israel builds permanent dwellings.

One might think that it is the dwellings of Israel which are embraced by G-d. Jacob’s tents are at best tolerable, but not desirable.

Comes Balaam and declares: "How goodly are your tents, O Jacob; Your dwellings, O Israel!"

Not only are Jacob’s tents goodly and beautiful, but they are, in a way, given preference over Israel’s dwellings! First the Torah declares, “How goodly are your tents, O Jacob;” only afterward “Your dwellings, O Israel!”

.....When a human being, bogged down by a myriad of pressures, frustrated by the void of meaning and truth in his life, tears himself away for a few moments from the turmoil and says, "G-d, liberate me from my tension!" This person .... fuel sa longing for meaning far deeper and truer than any spiritual longing ever experienced on the landscape of paradise.

"D I E !" was Moses told, but why ?
Why should he die on Mount Nebo in Jordan,
and stop-quit fulfilling his vision and mission?
Not at all because of his age or an ailing body!
(And not for the dumb reason people invented later!Dt 32:51)

2010_01_25: I apologize! the reason was not dumb at all, as I learnt now:
When Moses hit the rock to force it to produce water, he was megalomanic.

You should have f~l~o~w~n with the water and walked "humbly with your God!"

This demand [Micah 6:8], a motto of Kiss-log 2008, is addressed to Moses as to me!

Relevant excerpts from August 25, 2013
"Shake with the dread of being judged"
[See 2013 Songs, August Nr.3, I am a tree and old]

....... It was then, that I understood much more correctly and exactly
why the Bedouin in the Zealot's Valley- as a transparent model of humankind - would kill the family,
with which I had been working from July 2004 till January 29, 2006 (breakdown of hip-joint!)
if they would have succeeded in becoming what I wanted them to become
Pioneers of Mobile Desert Hosting Businesses,
acknowledged even by the Israeli Government which has an interest not to let Bedouins own land.
They would kill them for daring to move out of the box, to become unique, to do the extraordinory!
And why this?
because everyone was trained since early childhood to deny anything that was unique in him/her.
The dread of being judged is turned into judging, yes persecuting others
who seem to not succumb to the judgments.
So how did I imagine, that I could "empower" people
and invested superhuman efforts in doing so - again and again and again and again?
How pathetic, that for so many decades I did not grasp, what made people dis-empowered,
what "blocked the holes of the harmonica"????
.... shouldn't they first help people to redeem their denials?
and to do this by first, first, first ----learning to feel?

......