The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

edited on July 24, 2013, expanded on August 17-22
when I slowly become aware,
why I had asked for this gift to my 75th birthday:
the electrical device of trickling water in my room,
and the fact, that what my son found, was "water from the rock"

which I associate with Moses'
"water from the rock"

 

My PH.D.-Thesis, 1966-1982, delivered in Hebrew to the Jerusalem University 1972
Original Theme,1966 : The Idea of VICARIOUS SUFFERING as an ANSWER to INNOCENT SUFFERING
(i.e. my coping with the holocaust).
Final Hebrew Title 1972: "The  PERCEPTION    of    SUFFERING    and    SOLIDARITY    with the    SUFFERERS
in the Thought of the Jewish Sages from the time of the second Commonwealth till the End of the Talmudic Era"
(i.e. in Bible, Apocryphes, Qumran, New Testament, Talmud, Midrash)

Title of the German Book 1978    (Rachel Rosenzweig)
Solidaritaet mit den Leidenden im Judentum
"Solidarity with the Sufferers in Judaism"

Title of the Hebrew Book 1982 (Rachel Bat-Adam)
"kol yisrael 'arevim zeh la-zeh"
"All Israel are Guarantors For Each Other"


See the overview of "MY BOOK" in the context of "MY LIFE's HARVEST"

"All Israel are Guarantors for Each Other"
Maryam, alias Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, married Rachel Rosenzweig, born Eva-Maria-Christa Guth

Etrog, Myrtle, Date, and Willow
-- these are Israel!
Knowing and doing do exist or do not
-- these are Israel!
They shall make one union - Israel!
They will atone for each other -Israel!
An ancient psalm was given to the nation!
A redeeming psalm also for the World!
Without leaves- there won't be grapes!


The Cross: my old belief in struggling!
The Etrog: my rejoicing in fulfillment!

Click and hear my song created in December 2008,
based on the metaphor of "The Four Species,
connected to the Succot-Festival and the motto of my book:

Each is special, UNIQUE , but none is preferable!
Only by integrating, coalescing into ONE UNION
can we LIVE and LOVE in zest and full-fill-ment
!

TABLE   of   CONTENTS  in
German/English/Hebrew
and Links to all chapters
Entry Pages, include
a Hebrew Summary
translated to English


Scanned Pages
of the German Book and the Hebrew Book

           

I marked names and quotations to convey the message:

"Whoever says something in the name of the person who said it,
brings redemption to the world"
[Avot 6,6 & Siddur]
red: Hebrew Bible and New Testament
orange-filled: Qumran, Apocrypha, Talmud&Midrash
green: other names, mainly of modern researchers

On this website each "bundle" [of pages in the paper-books] begins with the overview of all parts of the books.
Titles in blue refer to the content on the page you open.    Titles in grey refer to the rest of the books' titles
.

Bundle 1 / g10-15 / h28-34
Bundle 2 / g15-19 / h34-38
Bundle 3 / g20-27 / h39-47
Bundle 4
/ g27-30 / h47-49
Bundle 5 / g30-35 / h50-55
Bundle 6 / g35-47 / h55-66
Bundle 7 / g47-53 / h67-72
Bundle  8  / g 53-  56  / h 72- 75
Bundle  9  / g 59 -  65 / h 78- 84
Bundle 10
/ g 65- 68  / h 84- 87
Bundle 11 / g 69- 77  / h 87- 95
Bundle 12
/ g 77- 83 / h 95-101
Bundle 13 / g85- 96 / h105-116
Bundle 14
/g100-110 /h117-127
Bundle15 /g111-120 / h128-138
Bundle 16
/g121-130 / h139-147
Bundle 17/g130-138 / h147-154
Bundle 18/g138-148 / h154-163
Bundle 19
/g148-153 / h163-168
Bundle 20/g155-166 / h171-182
Bundle 21
/g166-176 / h182-191
Bundle 22 /g176-187 / h191-201
Bundle 23 /g189-200 / h203-215
Bundle 24 /g201-210 / h215-225
Bundle 25 /g210-222 / h225-237
Bundle 26 /g226-233 / h240-247
Bundle 27 /g233-245 / h247-259
Bundle 28
/g248-262 / h261-274
bundle 1: German p.10-15 / Hebrew p. 28-34

F I R S T      P A R T
In German:T H E   S U F F E R E R S
In Hebrew:
THE   CONSCIOUSNESS OF GUARANTORSHIP
First Chapter
In German: Solidarity with Suffering Humankind
In Hebrew: The Consciousness of Suffering common to all humans
1. Qohelet/Ecclesiastes
2. Paulus
3. Ezra the Seer

4. Israel's Sages
5. Rabbi Shmu'el bar Nakhmani


Second Chapter : In German: The Suffering Nation In Hebrew: The Consciousness of Israel's Suffering
Third Chapter
: In German: The Conduct towards the suffering fellow In Hebrew: The Consciousness of the fellow's suffering

SECOND     P A R T :
The  TEACHING   of   SOLIDARITY


THIRD     P A R T :

In German: SOLIDARITY   and   RESPONSIBILITY
In Hebrew: REALIZATION   of   RESPONSIBILITY


As to the first chapter of the first part (see digest)
I've always felt uneasy for its being the first.
There is logic in the order:
humankind - the community (Israel) - the individual.
The Bible itself does not start with Israel,
but with Creation, Earth and Wo/Man.
Identifying with the reader, though,
I recommend to start with the Community!
In any case, if you read it later or now or at all,
let's not forget to move Body
!

 

See the original introductions to both books



Translation of the first two Hebrew passages,
which had not yet been sculpted so clearly,
when I edited the German book:


Consciousness is the first step to coping,
the precondition to choosing.
If it were not for their consciousness of mutual dependency
and mutual guarantorship between human beings,
Israel would not have continued to exist as a nation.

The systems of mutual dependency are arranged in three circles:
between a man and his fellow,
between the individual and his community
and between each human and all humankind.

Israel's Sages were so busy with the middle system
- the individual and his community
- that they usually were unaware of the fact,
that this system could not be cut off from the two other systems
.

p.11

p.12

p. 29


 




p.30

July 24, 2013: Qohelet's coping with the predicament of Life














p.13


















p.14


p.15

 

 

p.31

p.32

p.33




forward to bundle 2

TABLE   of   CONTENTS  in
German/English/Hebrew
and Links to all chapters
Entry Pages, include
a Hebrew Summary
translated to English

 

2013



 

 From this day, July 11, 2013 onward - - - - till August 27
- before and after my 75th birthday on August 15, 2013
I was being jolted into re-understanding my vocation:
All my former goals since the ages of 7, 13, 27, 50, 67,
were meant to create training-grounds for becoming:

a   pioneer   of    Evolution    in    learning-how-to-feel.














It is fitting, that I could squirm myself towards this understanding not in a linear way.
And so now - on Yom-Kippur 2013 - on the 17th FELT day of the next 15 FELT years,
  I want to collect, harvest and savor the fruits as they ripened - as - insights-in-stages,
just like the fruits of my pomegranate-tree have been ripening since July 11 till now!

This spring-flower (kova' nazir/monk's cress) photographed by me in 2003, decided to blossom (in a planter) now, in Arad, in August-Sept. 2013!!!






 

Shabbat, August 17, 2013 -
Celebration of my birthday with my sons, their wifes and part of their children
and one of their gifts:
"The Rock of the Spring"


"For Grandma:
you are nice, funny, focusing on your goal and most important: you love.
... You are a special grandma...
You do with me things and you talk about feelings.
Listen to your inner voice , do only what you love to do ,
only what you think is good for you,
Love you most in the world, Mika"
[Mika, my tenth and last grandchild, was born on Dec. 20, 2005]

See my research on
how Moses forced the rock to give water



Moses failed
in the
"delicate dance
between creation and surrender"


You should have flown with the water
and walked
"humbly with your God!"
This demand
[Micah 6:8], a motto of Kiss-log 2008,
is addressed to Moses as to me!

It means:
attune your pace with the world
to the pace of "God" with the World.





And also :
see my research on


and, behold, waters trickled
Ezekiel 47:2
[the only biblical context in which water "trickles"!]

and this beloved chapter
of Ezekiel's prophecy
about the SaltSea
transforming into a fresh water Sea
with trees giving fruits
the entire year through

the spring
from the top
of the rock
looks
like a crystal,

but it is
flowing
water


and while playing
with the
sunlight ,
in the
afternoon,

a pretty reflection appears
on the ceiling,

the jolly,
playful
movement

which
cannot
be grasped
in a photo.


The only kitshy thing in the so fitting basin were 2 red mushrooms.
Mika
"planted" them in my garden.

A new composition in my room :
- Mika's blessings
floating on the table by chance,
- the teddy-bear ,
one of 3 sweet gifts from my landlords,
with a paper-crown made by Mika,

to the right above
another one of their 3 gifts:
a chocolate-rose

and then in the center:
the rock-of-the-spring,
or the spring-of-the rock,
which is now flowing
from the moment I wake up
till the moment I put off the light,
and sometimes,
when - the always changing-
gurgling sound does not disturb me,
also through the night.

The heat of the day during this season
causes the water to evaporate so much,
that I have to fill the basin every 4 hours.

 

I'm quoting the first part of what I wrote in 2004, when I believed in
Noah's DeadSea Vision and the Mount Ararat Evolution

The "SaltSea", as it is called in the Bible,
- located in the Syrian-African Rift , between Jordan, Palestine and Israel -
is not dead, [some dozen microbiotic creatures have been identified in it]
but its salt saturation of 33% represents for me the unwept tears of humankind.

What I envision is, that the SaltSea will heal, as prophesied in Ezekiel 47 ,
[see my research on this chapter]
not by a heavenly degree, but by the human redemption of our feelings.

The pain, fear and shame, ignored, denied, judged and fought-against,
all feelings that are not moved, not breathed, not sounded by Body,
can no longer hold back , but explode in every corner of the planet.
We call it "Terror" and think we can "fight" it.
But the more we fight the pain, fear and shame,
the uglier "Terror" raises its multiple sneaky heads.

Redemption will show, when the feelings will flow,
like the prophesied river from Jerusalem to the Sea,
alive with fish, bordered by trees with fruits for food and leaves for medicine.
[see a verse from Ezekiel 47 in 2012 songs Nr. 10]


August 24, 2013, Shabbat (s. context)
More about my experience with my rock-spring


When Micha came today, he asked me about the rockspring.
"I have many experiences with it, some technical (I explained),
some symbolic, concerning two favorite passages in the Bible".

I knew he didn't want to hear about those, but he gave me a gift:
"What it reminds me of, is the rose of "The Little Prince":
It has to be watered all the time!
"

And I thought of how often I wonder about plants in my garden:
if I wouldn't have to tend them day after day, as long as I live here,
I wouldn't enjoy them so much, despite my irritation some times,
"that I'll never get it done". (see the ditty I came across today:
"you will never get it done and you can never get it wrong".)
How often did I myself think of the words of the fox to "The Little Prince":
"It's because of the need to tend your rose, that it is so dear to you."

That child-raising is difficult, is an old wisdom,
but it's exactly the bothering, the worrying, yes the suffering,
which makes children so precious to their parents.

An hour after Micha had left
not without bringing me to the Grave of Grace with my 8 liters of water...
I opened 3 e-mails from Elah -
one about a man in her neighborhood, who still uses an old sewing-machine,
to which I associated Ra'ayah's sewing-work for me today (see)
and another coincidence:
in the right frame of Elah's Facebook I see even 2 images of "The Little Prince"

When exploring, why water "gurgles", I came across this entry in a blog "word-reference":


"In the loneliness,
lace ferns have grown from under my trousers to my shoulders,
covering me for no reason at all.
If the water gurgling/babbling is a memory that is hard to get away with,
I can only let it be written on the stationary cloud.
"

"The above is an English rendition I made from a Chinese poem.
Do both gurgling and babbling fit in the above and convey the same idea to you?"

Someone answers:
"They do leave a similar impression. .. when I hear "babbling"
I think more of the splashing sound of water against rocks.
To me, "gurgle" is a more purely liquid sound.
When molasses pours from the mouth of a jug, it "gurgles"."

To this the person above responds:
"Our views seem to be one here.
"Babbling" would be louder than "gurgling"
unless the gurgling was unusually loud for some reason.
"Babbling" is the sound, generally soft, of water moving over pebbles and rocks. "Gurgling" is what you hear
when any liquid pours out of a bottle while making a soft, liquid sound.

Another question Why do sinks and toilet gurgle is answered like this:
Best answer

"Your drains are not vented properly.
The "fluids" fill up the diameter of the pipe
and it wants to "suck air" to flow.
If there is no vent, or, your vents are plugged,
then air will be sucked through the water trap in your drains and toilet."

"EX: Try dumping liquid out of a plastic bottle, holding it straight down.
It "gurgles" as it comes out.
If you put a small hole in the bottom, it will pour out smoothly.
Same principle is happening with your drains."
Other answers:
"... plumbing fixtures gurgle and drain slowly ..
because the plumbing system is not drawing enough air
this causes a type of vacuum...
A plumbing sytem needs to draw air when draining or flushing."
[see also five "related questions" on "gurgling" drains etc.]

Definition of "gurgle" in Free Dictionary
"- to flow in a broken irregular current with a bubbling sound:
water gurgling from a bottle.
- the bubbling sound of water flowing from a bottle with a narrow neck
-flow in an irregular current with a bubbling noise; "babbling brooks""
the only image inserted on this page , refers to this one

ripple, lap, bubble, splash, murmur, babble, burble, purl, plash
a narrow channel along which water gurgles
i.e. when water - or feelings "gurgle"
they are grasping for air , for my breathing, to flow

[see context on this day in "books-2"]

 



 

 From this day, July 11, 2013 onward - - - - till August 27
- before and after my 75th birthday on August 15, 2013
I was being jolted into re-understanding my vocation:
All my former goals since the ages of 7, 13, 27, 50, 67,
were meant to create training-grounds for becoming:

a   pioneer   of    Evolution    in    learning-how-to-feel.














It is fitting, that I could squirm myself towards this understanding not in a linear way.
And so now - on Yom-Kippur 2013 - on the 17th FELT day of the next 15 FELT years,
  I want to collect, harvest and savor the fruits as they ripened - as - insights-in-stages,
just like the fruits of my pomegranate-tree have been ripening since July 11 till now!

This spring-flower (kova' nazir/monk's cress) photographed by me in 2003, decided to blossom (in a planter) now, in Arad, in August-Sept. 2013!!!