Day 16- from among 42 days -
SOURCE CODED TO THRIVE

Every Dream Seed is blessedly designed to birth
infinite combinations in infinite diversities.

Each growing as life-supporting structures,
water bonds to matter
Earth to Light
Body to Love.

....

In choosing to activate, nurture, tender,
cultivate and harvest our Dream Seeds,
we are offering sustenance for ALL to thrive.

.....

Beloveds,
We are Birthing New Reality by simply choosing
to hold a common vision in our Heart.
This gathering of energetic focus and collective intent
acts as a driver
to accelerate and expand our fields of influence.

"Once upon a time,
the tribe of humanity embarked upon a long journey called Separation.
It was not a blunder as some - seeing its ravages upon the plane - might think.
Nor was it a fall,
nor an expression of some innate evil peculiar to the human species.

"It was a journey with a purpose:
to experience the extremes of Separation,
to develop the gifts that come in response to it,
and to integrate all of that in a new age of Reunion.

"But we knew at the outset
that there was danger in this journey:
that we might become lost in Separation and never come back.
We might become so alienated from nature
that we would destroy the very basis of life;
we might become so separated from each other
that our poor egos, left naked and terrified,
would become incapable of rejoining the community of all being.
In other words, we foresaw the crisis we face today.

"That is why, thousands of years ago, we planted three seeds
that would sprout at the time
that our journey of Separation reached its extreme.
Three seeds,
three transmissions from the past to the future,
three ways of preserving and transmitting
the truth of the world, the self, and how to be human.
Imagine you were alive thirty thousand years ago,
and had a vision of all that was to come:
symbolic language, naming and labeling the world;
[go on reading in"The Three Seeds" by Charles Eisenstein]

Mika finally finds things to enjoy herself. As to my hair, s. below.



Next to me are sitting Meital's colleague at work and her husband,
both have been living in Arad since 37 years,
as they told me during the only short interaction that was possible.

I sent her the link to the 2002 top of this page with the link to pp53



[I remember the sad story with Sa'uda, my house-cleaner,
who planned such a celebration
for the youngest of her 10 living children
(6 had died in Libya, before the family came to Israel),
a boy after 4 girls, called Offer.
I pleaded with her to not cast herself into such expenses,
but to no avail.
The celebration in a big hall at Hod-Ha-sharon- in the seventies,
though far from being posh and degenerated like the one in Beersheva,
must have cost her many years of earnings in my house.

[When searching for this story on my website,
I came across another, Levi's' "Babylonian Celebration", in Aug. 2008,
see the "talking" between me and the cosmic self of baby "Maya"!]

But the worst in Sa'uda's case was,
that about two thirds of the invited guests did not appear.
Till now I can see the hidden tears in Sa'uda's sad eyes then.

At least this was different in the Beer-sheva Celebration.
They invited 280 guests,
taking into account that 20% would not arrive.
"But they all arrived and most stayed until past midnight!
That is what happens, when you honor people:
we never refuse an invitation!
Then people also honor you back!
What a pity, that some people understood only later,
that your son, the Masterchef, was among the invited guests!"

honor, honor, honor .....

PONDERING [Febr. 18-20, 2014]

"Stuck in Babylonian muck" versus "what the Vision of Tents intends to evolve"

Documented in "Christa-Rachel's Hologram 1984", 2 volumes of paper compositions:
30 years ago Micha, Mona and I studied the biblical story about Gid'on in the book of Judges 6,
where he is commanded to erect an altar, "a place of slaughter", as B-R translate correctly.
I showed them the instruction about building altars in the much later book of Deuteronomy 27

I said: This is the way of f the Bible:
to not bluntly oppose a damaging belief of people,
but to place it within a greater context,
and thus cause a transformation of that belief:
the whole stones as a symbol of wholeness/peace
between Israel and YHWH as well as between Israel and the World.

2014: the greatest example is "The Binding of Isaac/Yitzkhaq".
Interpreted by me extensively on the page of my song: "to redeem from victimhood"
People believed that animals had to be slaughtered,
in order to please "God", or in order to atone for "sins",
The paradigm-shift was prepared by using "whole" stones for the altar,
i.e. by not using "iron", which associates "sword and spear".
this can be implied even in today's "ohel-verse"- to purify a leper by two "whole" lambs.
What is important for evolution, is "wholeness", healed-ness,
the healing of all denial, all gapping between Spirit and Will and Body.


I'll now try to apply this way to dealing with -
the degeneration in "Babylonian" celebrations:

First of all, I'll propose to Efrat (once the Internet will work again),
to see her vocation in her immense talent to produce alternative celebrations,
celebrations where communication is not drowned in the ruckus of "music",
celebrations where the guests can listen to and enjoy a Bat-Mitzva girl,
when she sings or when she reads her sermon,
celebrations where guests can walk around and meet each other,
etc. etc.
Efrat has been so great not only at that Sculpting-Festival of Ma'alot in 2002 ,
but also at my 70th birthday and at Immanuel's 50th birthday [12 pages!]
And she enjoys producing, unlike me who also produced "alternative" celebrations in the past
but would have preferred to die than doing it.




But that is not yet the solution!
What I see concerning all people's stuck in muck , every muck
is the exemplification of an alternative to people's life-"style" in general,
and this is what the tent-vision shows:
The physical, technical, economic alternative of the Tent-Vision
is not meant to deny, obliterate, condemn how people live on Earth today.
It is meant to make people look up and think for the split of a second:
"Oh, life and living could be very different from what we are used to!"
The physical circumstance - the "tent in the Desert"
proposes - in its "touching-not touching" the Earth<
a space , an atmosphere , an environment,
to "host us humans to find ourselves. "


When watching (I don't even need to explore it, since it's so obvious)
what made these wonderful, but unconscious people ,
under whose roof I've been living for more than 9 years,
throw whatever they earn to make a living,
into the Moloch of such a celebration,
I realize, that it is nothing but their yearning
to fulfill two of the main 3 needs of humans,
needs which they - as long as they don't know HOW to FEEL-
can only dull, dimmer, dampen yet not really fulfil them:

1) the need for "honor",
"to be somebody", to be worthy,
the need of Cain to feel respected, to feel equal,
and the belief, that this must be proven by other people's "honoring" me,
and to make them honor me, I must win them over by a grand spectacle
with as many and as honorable people as possible.



2) the need for zest and full-fill-ment
watered down into the need for "entertainment".
If ,at least, the entertainment could have been technically entertaining,
i.e. if everyone could see the kitchy shows and the "exhibiting",
instead of getting lost in crowds and being blinded by 2 huge moving cameras,
and if everyone could hear what was said or sung,
instead of having a D.J. as a dictator
who trampled down everybody with a technically faulty machinery,
not to talk about the volume he and even my landlady, so oversensitive to noise usually, preferred.
I wonder, when he and the workers in the hall will become deaf...

[the third need - sex - central on the Internet - is "taken care of" by Ohad Ezrachi,
so that I can allow myself to not relate to it.
This I wrote on February 18 - but soon I was taught, that - disguised by "sex"
there is a third need, which I indeed have to take care of, s. below "the need to be held/hugged".]


But even a technically perfect entertainment,
and even for an audience which likes kitch, yes perversion
(one example: I once looked at the gigantic screen,
there a living cow played "acrobatics", swirling around in the air
- even now disgust rises in my stomach..)
is Babylonian degeneration,
that puts people's feeling and thinking to sleep,
and when they go home, there is nothing that enriched them.
Then they only can use their familiar devices
to dull, dimmer, dampen their third main need:
sex, mostly without love.


Of course, there was still more to lament about:
the countless dishes of diverse food on the table or brought by someone,
(for me most of it was either not tasty or to hard to chew for my teeth).
No compliment will reach those who cooked,
and most of the food will be thrown away.
About 300 starving children in the world
could have lived for one more week.
And what about the poverty in Israel itself?
And the complaint of people about low salaries,
high costs for food products
and many leaving Israel for better worlds?

Back to the altar of whole stones.
If people can experience - and be it only for a weekend -
the simple beauty of the desert,
and meet some more people, the hosts, the other guests,
who perhaps do not need big shows to feel worthy,
then the Babylonian celebration might be balanced,
and by being balanced, the pattern might loosen up a bit.
And this before any experience of "content" in the tents
content that will enhance the encounter with the desert,
by helping some people "to find themselves".


{perhaps the Internet is gone,
and perhaps nothing seems to happen towards the Vision on the exterior level,
so that I can go much much deeper into the purpose of the Vision?}
{I must explore this insight, that seems to be new to me:
it's not only beliefs that cannot be opposed directly,
it's the pattern of people's dampening, dulling, dimming their needs
which cannot be opposed or judged or ridiculed

I'll record only a few titles of 'books' I ordered 33 tons of gravel from the Dimona quarry. The driver of the semitrailer hit upon a jeep: "Do you know the place of "Succah in the Desert?" That's how we were detected by the "Green Patrol" What terror! I hurried north the 80 km to Beersheva, to the director of "the Israel Land Administration".     Yet half an hour passed and a great miracle happened between "within one week no succah will be at that place!!!!" and "the Land Administration will grant you a one year contract!"

A rare photo: I'm working on closing a still open side of a succah, Succat-Sarah. March or April 1990. Across the wadi: the Hill of the Angels' Flight

On Pesach arrived - prematurely - six families. All the succahs were still open on one side. Fury! Cancellation of the second day! A talk and-: "We were surprised that each family stayed in a succah, the name of which was connected to a father or mother in the family!" Sarah and Rebecca and Isaak and Jacob and Lea and Rachel!

1990: Not only guests came, but visitors, who encouraged me.
The cups seen here, were made, together with all dishes etc., by Debbie, a very open ceramicist from the US.
But since I was about the only one, who ordered her products, she left Mitzpe-Ramon and went back to the US.

In November 1990 I ran out of my money: 30000$. The request for a loan from two friends had not yet been responded to, and in the end I received only a quarter of what I had calculated. But guests were coming and the model held on.   In May 1991 the first volunteers appeared. I called them "Hosts" in a team of equals. In time we made some laws, also concerning money. "During the first 2 months pocket money, then 1500 NIS" I myself lived "from hand to mouth", as we say in Hebrew.

2014 I should have mentioned this miracle: One day, in November 1900, I had no more money to even pay for fuel of the jeep. I entered the bank, - with what hope? and stood in line behind the leader of the Black Hebrews, Aviel ben Israel. "That's good, Rachel! When there is nothing any more, you are free to receive what comes!" When it was my turn at the counter, the employee announced: "Someone sent you 5000 NIS!" It was my sister Ursel, who - together with Irene Haan - pulled me out of my misery.

see the translation of this document , beginning on December 30, 2014

Day 17- from among 42 days - GO AND GROW

Each new day reveals subtle shifts and changes,
revealing the Beauty of our Dream Seeds
as they Go and Grow in the world.

With Faith Wisdom, we surrender and flow
with the unfolding mystery ~
trusting in Love to guide the Way.

Like the deepening roots of our Dream Seed,
much of our growth and change is veiled
by the layers of time.
Yet, we go and grow each day,
making subtle shifts and vital extensions
that affirm we are ALIVE! Awake! Aware!
Birthing New Reality with every breath.
...
as Now flows through you with grace and ease,
releasing tension, discord and resistance.

Relax into the spaciousness of letting go.
Flow with the moment, allowing Peace to grow.
...
With every breath, every choice,
every moment of Silence between each beat of our Heart~
We are at One with All that IS.
Our power is in the present,
and we are the flow-ers of Life,
Dream Seeding and Birthing New reality.

While we may yet see
the Great-Full-Ness of our Dream Seeds
in the outer realms,
we feel them in our Hearts,
see them with our inner visions
and celebrate them with our Soul.

We feel the cosmic impulse of creation
coursing through every fiber of our being,
and with Faith Wisdom flow ever onward...

We follow our bliss and celebrate what IS,
knowing we root, shoot, blossom and fruit
all in Divine timing.

In Gratitude we go ... and Grow.

"I am blossoming in Spirit's time.
Knowing this, I turn to my inner flowering securely.
Within the environment of my own heart,
I enjoy the sunlight of safety,
the warmth
of harmony,
the strength of right companions.

Focused on the reality
that Spirit is my constant companion,
I remember to be comforted
by the continuity of my blessings.
Grounded in the safety of divine presence,
I am able to breathe deeply,
pause in my striving,
and notice the unfolding
of one gift into another.

My life is evolutionary and revolutionary.
My attitude of
openness, expectation, and observation
yields me a sense of abundance."

From Julia Cameron's, Blessings

This morning , still in bed, I wondered,
how I could visualize or depict my expanding into these new insights,
which I phrased on this "Felt Day"::
"A great insight, enwrapped in a still greater, but a bit grieving one:
I'm to give less attention to the physical manifestation of the Tent-Vision
[grief - I yearn for something "tangible"
and shame =" people will not take me seriously"]
and more to how this will evolve humans' coping with their 3 main NEEDs.
The third one is - insight! - being held/hugged!"
I saw the expansion as a spiral, like the one
which I watch every day on my carpet [inherited from Efrat].


And then , 4 hours later, I saw this image attached to the 17th day of
What dreams will you bring to fruition this year?

Day 18- from among 42 days -
RE-VIEWING INTENT WITH GRATITUDE

In beginning our Blooming Humans journey,
we set an intention of activating our Dream Seeds.

Some recorded these prayers/intentions in journals and on blogs,
while others in-visioned the intention and are energetically
creating space for these Dream Seeds to go and grow.

Each of us is birthing our Peace of the Great Coming Together
in our own uniquely Universal-Yet-Personal way
AND our daily journey continues to refine and clarify
our chosen roles, visions, intentions and dreams.

Connect with the original intent you set
on beginning the 42 Day Blooming Humans journey.
Take note of how it has grown,
what has changed,
what has dissolved into something new
and what continues to be true for YOU.
[Rachel, this is exactly what I'm doing today,
see "PONDERING"Febr. 18+19]
Consider what re-visions, shifts in language, or refined intent
will truly reflect the Dream Seed as it is NOW.

Record these in whatever way feels resonant and empowering.
It may be in writing, as an art piece, in symbolic form
or even dancing the Dream
so it is felt in every fiber of the being.
You will be inspired to use the perfect outlet and tools for you.

As you do, approach this endeavor from a space of Gratitude.
Re-Craft the intention in present-tense, as if it already is.
See it in full-spectrum manifestation.

Feel the Joy of it being here Now.
Use all your senses to reflect the Beauty of What IS,
knowing your direct attention, Gratitude and focus
are clarifying and energizing the Dream Seed
to grow from inner-vision ~ into our waking reality.

Re-writing, Re-imagining and refining
the language of original intent
assists in releasing attachment to what has been,
and honors and supports the emergence of what IS.

Even the most subtle shift in our feelings,
a simple word change,
or even a change in thinking and perception
has an enormous potential to influence our reality.
By choosing to allow space for these shifts
to be seen, felt, experienced and acknowledged,
we stay centered in the creative flow
and are present to the ever-changing nature of creation.

In recording our current visions, intentions and roles
in Birthing New Reality
-- from a space of Gratitude --
we are centered in the Heart,
and leverage the power of the collective field
to deliver more and more to be grateful for.

Remember --- what we Appreciate APPRECIATES.

In Gratitude we go ... and grow!

"When you project gratitude, regardless of circumstance or condition,
life becomes increasingly supportive.
This feeling of gratitude coupled with the mental concept of appreciation
is expressed like an invisible message in all directions and at all times.

Gratitude is an essential facet of love
that opens you to redefine your purpose
as a supportive extension of the Divine,
rather than the whimsical outreach of fate
or the exacting reaction of a mechanical, detached universe.
Establishing a relationship with the universe
through the outflow of gratitude
also attracts life experience that is deeply transformative -
experience that is richly devoted to uncovering life's deepest meaning
and most formative purpose."
Article, 'Principles of Personal Transformation'

Day 19- from among 42 days -SELF LOVE

Self-Love is the well-spring of Kindness, Compassion,
.....

In nurturing our Dream Seeds,
we are Birthing New Reality,
reconnecting to the Source Code of Love,
and streaming this through our Hearts into the World.

This Love magnetizes to it vibrationally-matched experiences,
drawing to us abundance, creativity, delightful relationships
and fulfillment of our dreams.

It all begins with Self Love.

Be present to opportunities to practice Self-Love.
Speak kindly of yourself and your dreams.
Practice compassion when self-judgment rises.
Identify your Truth and live it.
Celebrate the Beauty of who you really ARE,
and Appreciate all that this day brings.

In recognizing our outer reality
is simply a projection of inner state of being - our vibration -
we are empowered to shift our individual consciousness,
and so we change the world.

Accepting we create our own reality
precipitates responsible co-creation, ...
and attunes our Being-ness to the Superluminal nature of Love.
Self-Love, thus, becomes our First Nature,
and from here we Birth New Reality. .


"Greetings Beloved Ones,

..... We are One,
the more we care for Ourselves and our spirit,
the more others will benefit from our presence.

On this day honor...love...cherish...bless and nourish
yourself in all that you are, all your bodies wish to align.
Love is the frequency of appreciation.
It is time to appreciate all that exists in you
especially the aspects that bring you pain and discomfort.

... Feelings of guilt, shame, anger, vengeance,
stuckness, fear, hopelessness and despair
are all worthy of Love,
for it is this "withholding of love" for the Self (Singular and Universal)
that creates this suffering.

....Forgive yourself for withholding love from the aspects of yourself
that bring you pain, embarrassment or suffering.
Consciously Love yourself during these times of discomfort
for as you do they will be easier to absorb and eventually dissipate.....
~ 'Share the Love' community posting