01/09/15 - re-read
on 2009_01_03- 8th day of Israel's war against the "Hamas"
in Gaza.
No new updates in the channeled message, but links were added.
See the sequence of images at the
end of this page:
My new "Lekh Lekha"
on January 1, 2009, included
that I would cease to create new pages on Healing-K.i.s.s. as
well as new sculptures in words.
But I am "allowed" to insert new images in old pages,
be it by accident or be it by association
September 11, 2001
channeled 9/15/01
response to troubled questions.
Contributor:
I was wondering if God, Mother, Heart, Body or Grandfather
have any input to the terrorist attack on the US and what we can
expect.
A lot of the prediction (i.e., the Bible) say
that we are heading towards a war the antichrist is here, etc.,
and we need to repent and change our ways, pray and go to church
say the rosary.
Is this what God wants? Is this what the Mother wants? Why is
this happening?
I am very scared for the world
and very saddened by all the hate that I see and hear around me.
Is this the act of the antichrist?
Is this the same entities as Hitler?
Should I be falling on my knees in complete obedience to God?
Please reply I am in total despair.
pp36
"This is Spirit.
Please don't confuse others' interpretations and beliefs
about what God wants of you
with what the Mother and I are telling you on the inside.
In these times more than ever it is important
to find our true voices inside of yourself.
"I can tell you here on the outside, though -
that world events can be very helpful
in providing reflections
of what is still needed in the healing work
you are doing on the inside.
"You ask why is this happening,
and you mention the Christian bible and its prophecies.
There are other prophecies of these times as well, and with good
reason.
"As I said early in this interview,
linear time [see "Interview>Free
Will"] on Earth is moving
toward the culmination of Grandfather's plan [see
"Interview>Plan"]
and the realization of the Mother's dream in manifestation.
This point in linear time is nearing,
but before it finally arrives
there will necessarily be a massive return of lost Will
to the main body of parental Mother
essence.
And this means there will be great upheaval on Earth.
"It is ironic that it is helpful to the healing work
that deep grief, terror and rage
have been triggered in Americans
and others in the Western world.
These kinds of horrific experiences
have long been part and parcel
of everyday life
in much of the rest of the world,
where the Mother's suffering
is not quite so much in denial.
But most westerners have had the luxury
of being unaffected by events like these
for quite a long time.
pp27 and pp36
"As time moves on though,
events on the world stage
will more and more reflect
the movement of lost Will
in everyone on Earth,
even those who have thought
they were too enlightened
or otherwise somehow immune
from the painful reflections
of the lost Will of Creation.
This will look and feel hellish as it happens -
simply because much of the Will is still lost,
trapped in Hell.
second homepage and pp36
and pp54
In the real
healing work humans are doing,
it is necessary
to take your conscious awareness into
Hell
to be with and support the Will
that's still trapped there.
"The terror
you have experienced
in your participation and witnessing
of these events
is your own terror,
your own lost Will crying out to you.
second homepage and pp15
and pp36
Don't be fooled
by the face of a terrorist or patriotic warrior -
second homepage and pp36
they are only the trigger.
What their reflections trigger
is much more important to the healing-
it is your own lost essence
crying out for your love and acceptance.
pp15 and pp36
"Use the opportunity of the triggers
to bring the lost parts of yourself
back home to the rest of you.
Avoid blame,
and uncover in yourself
the deeply buried guilt
that is the other side of the blame
you would otherwise project
on the 'cause' of your terror.
Release all judgments about it.
They are your mind's way
of trying to protect you
from knowing your lost Will.
The real war is going on inside of you.
2009_01_03
Efrat and I were talking about the incredible garbage in
and around Bet Nehemya.
"How could I still believe, that it
is better to live in a village than either in the desert or in
town", I said,
"and this after I suffered from this
problem through all my years at Ramat-Hadar (1964-1980).
I even launched an initiative with the local council,
and suggested that I accompany the truck which was supposed to
take the garbage away.
To now avail, of course."
And then I mentioned:
"You've heard of Helen Gutmann, the
woman who welcomed me into her home,
when I was pregnant with Immanuel and could no longer stay in
the students' dormitories at Heidelberg.
When she came to visit us - during her one and only visit in Israel
- she said:
"Why is there so much garbage around here?"
And since she was an outsider, though Jewish, I , of course, became
defensive."
It was then, that Efrat asked, what happened to Helen Gutmann
after that?
And I told the horrible truth:
"During her stay with us she once knocked
on the door of our study.
Or perhaps she forgot to knock and simply entered, excited to
tell us something.
"Us" - i.e. my husband and me.
My husband screamed at her and humiliated her in a way,
that she packed her things and left us,
and since she died a few years later, I never saw her again."
"And you, Rachel? What did you do?"
"That's exactly the point of the story
- not Rafael's behavior but mine:
I - terrified to death as usual in the presence of my husband
- did nothing.
I should have stood up and said to him:
'Either you find a way to appease Helen, or you have seen the
last of ME, your wife!"
Efrat was shocked,
but after having heard so much about my self-victimization towards
my husband, she said:
"I don't judge you!"
"Well, let you tell me that famous dream of mine in July
1961:
When I returned from my scholarship year in Israel - remember
it was the year of the Eichmann process, 1961 -
I met my mother, whom I had invited to Venice for 3 days - at
the expense of what was left of my scholarship.
" During one of the nights in our hotel I had this horrible
dream:
It was the time of the Nazis, and Martin , my fiance, was to be
hanged in my presence.
I wanted to prevent it, I didn't care about having to die together
with him,
but my terror was so abysmal that I could not utter one word.
" For me this dream was reality:
it showed, that I wasn't "better" than any of the perpetrators
of the holocaust.
And as you saw concerning Helen Gutmann:
I did not change my ways!
From a metaphysical perspective I know that I attracted "Rafael"
as an actor in my drama,
in order to understand the billions and billions of people, how
facilitate perpetration just like I did in the dream,
just like I did with concern to the woman, to whom Rafael and
I owed more than to anybody else. "
Now, that I came across the passage above ,
and following the synchronicity of two letters of blame against
Israel
- one after the war of 1967, - I came across my husband's answer
to this yesterday night,
after I had received a letter which implied blame against Israel
concerning the present war against Hamas in Gaza -
I understand the message:
"Avoid blame,
and uncover in yourself
the deeply buried guilt
that is the other side of the blame...
Release all judgments
about it.
They are your mind's way
of trying to protect you
from knowing your lost Will.
The real war is going on inside of you.
"You may also want
to look deeper into these events
to find the dread and terror
of what may happen
as the 'Father Warriors'
gain even more power now
as the protectors and saviors
who would try keep the lost Will at bay on Earth.
Of course their actions
will trigger even more lost Will movement,
and as this conflict
between the upper and lower chakras of Creation escalates -
very little of what happens will look or feel good to you.
"As bad as these events may feel,
this is the opportunity to heal
what is yours to heal.
And as you do,
you will find a new kind of peace
that is not based on false security
or guilt in place of love.
You will find real peace
that is the result of experiencing real love,
the guiltless communion of Loving Spirit
with your newly recovered and vibrating Will -
as New Heart in Body.
"The key to all of this
is in aligning your own spirit essence
with loving Light.
pp36 and pp54
Loving Light is transcendent Spirit
that is willing and able to
second homepage and pp36
and pp54
come to the most difficult feelings
of terror, rage and grief -
with love, acceptance,
appreciation and encouragement.
When your own spirit
is truly loving all of the feelings
triggered in you by world events,
you are doing planetary healing work ~
inside of yourself,
the only place it can truly happen
[see
"reality>venue"].
Channelers:
Spirit, what can you tell us
about the Anti-Christ
and the other prophecies mentioned earlier?
"What I can say now is
that prophecies of Armageddon,
the Apocalypse
and other 'End Times scenarios
are basically correct.
The realization of the Mother's dream
is the extraordinary goodness
that is behind these prophecies -
and of course
the freedom and abundance for all
that is inherent in the Mother's dream
will necessarily require much change.
Obviously things on Earth will be very different,
and you are now experiencing
some of the changes
that are a necessary part of the process.
We'll discuss some of the old prophecies
in more detail as the healing work progresses."
Thank you. What can you say
about the universal forces at play
in the events of last Tuesday?
"There are several ways
of understanding these events
at a transpersonal level,
including a battle between two types of cosmic warriors,
or a battle between the two devils.
[see "redemption>dirty
tricks"]
The best understanding for now,
and one that you can easily incorporate
into your healing work is this -
world class asuras are emerging
through the growing gaps
between those on Earth
who have power and wealth
and those who do not.
Warriors of all stripes
court the presence of asuras in themselves -
because these spirits of denial
can lend the warrior
a kind of heartless ferocity
that gives them all the more power
to destroy their enemy.
pp12 and pp36
"If outside events trigger in you
a feeling of hatred, revenge,
or a wish to kill or destroy -
you have an opportunity to help move
some of that asuric essence to its right place.
First bring the denial energy into yourself -
taking responsibility for it rather than
seeing it as belonging to someone else.
Then offer it to Spirit
for disposition to its right place
as I've suggested in the page on True
Sacrifice."
Thank
you.
Is there anything more you can tell us about this?
pp12 and pp15 and
pp36
"Yes, as more of
this unfolds
the important thing to remember -
is that blame is nonsense.
There really is no 'them,' in the healing work -
either terrorists or patriotic warrior saviors.
'They,' 'the enemy,' warriors of all kinds -
are all reflecting denied parts of yourself.
pp12 and pp15 and
pp26 and pp36
"Being aware of what is triggered
in you
is not a bad thing,
it is the first step in the healing.
It is the first step in recovery of the lost Will
that is being stirred.
Even though it may feel very bad at first,
embrace it, own it, be it...
pp12 and pp15 and pp36
"and you will survive.
Continue trying to deny it
or blame it on others,
and you will perish.
homepage2 and pp12
and pp36
"The Mother will have her way.
And wholeness of being will be yours,
if you are willing to take responsibility
for all that you experience,
if you are willing to bring your own light
and healing intent,
bring your own consciousness
lovingly and intentionally into Hell -
and feel all there is to feel there.
pp36
Body and Heart each
will soon have something to say on this."
