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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my
6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
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2008
December 17
Kislev
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Wednesday
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Activities w. Lior alone
and with Amit alone
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
Interactions:
letter from J., a not yet adopted starchild. - phoning
>< with Boris.-Dental clinic: Dr. Oron & Anna &
Riki - Phone from an unknown woman Rina Rubenowitch, "tell
us about your caves". She didn't stand my test: "What
is your goal?"- w. Meital, Lior, Amit. 3 ph. Meital . Phone-communication
w. Lior Oren |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
9:00
I desire to welcome the waking-up "Qraa-qraa-qraa!
Rachel hee ashemah!" [Rachel
is guilty] with laughter!
I desire to play with E's idea to register me for the next BB
season & with my own crazy fantasy.
I desire to laughingly accept my yearning for being a teaching-healing
example for humankind
and to further my own healing by
acting as such whenever
I'm "forced to face" an interaction.
I desire the Ashkelon
people to heal their "Cain"
and come forward as the leaders they are.
I desire Shifra to recognize & heal her denials and to womb
the population triggered by her. |
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
12:14
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to an additional message from our
leg and the slowness of its healing:
I am now again capable of climbing down
and up the Wadi - to and fro,
and from this day on - capable of doing so even twice a day,
in order to let our PCL Posterior
Cruciate Ligament be massaged by the jacuzzi
and all our muscles and joints be moved by my dolphin-swirling
in the pool.
And yet joining Meital, when she drives to town at 7:30 -
to job, kindergarden, school-
may transform from a temporary necessity into a routine service
from her side.
I understood, that despite my threefold
discomfort - a: M. is terribly stressed
in the morning;
b: she asks me to wait at her gate, I hate waiting and since
she cannot always make it exactly at 7:30 nor does she pass
by the pool exactly, I'm not saving any time; c: My entry-chip
to the pool is valid only from 8;00 & I have to ask the
man in the office to do me a favor and let me through.
I am to accept this service as
a chance for communication, with her and her kids,
be it ever so stressed and casual! The purpose? See "Intention"
above!
I'm grate-full, that Boris' company gave me the chance to
express so many things,
though the gap in wave-length
was "challenging":
He was annoyed by the very fact that he saw himself watching
TV, had never seen Big Brother,
and could not really understand my enormous emotionality,
nor why I gave so much weight to this central happening in
"The State",
especially on a day of a horrid road accident : a bus tumbled
into the abyss in the Eilat-mountains,
and not "when
I'm totally taken by reading a drama about Hanna
Senesz and the Shoa,"
"But that is exactly what heralds
a change in what excites humans:
not Shakespearean dramas, not holocausts - they can't identify
with the people & situations there,
they are now excited - even if not yet for the right reasons
-by people and their daily problems!"
I am grate-full, that with the starchild Boris
this mutual challenging on an eye-to-eye level is possible....
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Big Brother
Drama
3 scenes from the movie about Shifra's
returning to her home in (the Old City?) of Jerusalem
After Shifra's victory the moderator found it necessary - thank
you! - to tell the public,
that the "tenants of the House" were individuals and
did not represent the populaton.
But the report about the reaction in Ashkelon,
the home-town of Yossi & Einav Bublil,
which I discovered already 10 hours later, asserts my fears
of "Cain's"
outcry:
"Obviously there are more Friedmans
in this country than Moroccans",
It didn't help, that Einav, when exiting
the gate gloriously as winner No. 4,
tried to clarify what she once said - in a corner of the court
- to her father:
"They are not like us, they are dead
Friedmans, they don't understand",
"Who are "the Friedmans", asked
the moderator
"I didn't mean it as an ethnical difference, my best friend
is an Ashkenazi,
"Friedmans" are those with a
refined speech, which others can't understand".
By the way, Boris informed me, that in
the army Ashkenazis are referred to as "dead yellows"
(meaning those who have a yellowish color unlike "us"
who have a brownish color).
The question is, what am I to do now? Itai has not become the
model of an integrated wo-man,
and the old internal Jewish racism will show that we haven't
yet learnt anything.
"The Will will break loose and it will
look like doomsday, but it's healing what I have in mind."
This
paper clipping is what I was led to read, when I couldn't
sleep tonight:
From the Introduction to "Original
Cause",
the second book of the "Right Use of Will" series:
p. IX
... You also
need to understand that I have given this channeling in
the face of great difficulty on the part of the person
receiving it
[Ceanne de Rohan]... She has
not been able to receive some things yet, but you have
no readiness to hear them yet either. I have also had
to make concessions to the English language that I do
not like having to make, in order to get these teachings
into words for you. There is not a language on Earth today
that contains all the concepts I need, although some contain
more than others. I am currently using
time as a reference point for the pro-gression of consciousness
because time is how events have been experienced on Earth.
It is not possible to give these understandings
another way right now and make sense of what you need
to be told. I have requested that there be no editing
because no one understands this material enough to edit
it without increasing the risk of misinterpretation.
I have a reason for everything I have
done here. If you have frustration that you cannot follow
this writing or understand it, or if you have fear that
it is not right, go ahead and be frustrated, be frightened,
or get angry. Throw the book down if you need to. Allow
yourself to get as emotionally triggered as you can because
movement in the emotional body is the most healing thing
you can do now.
Healing is what I have in mind
and not the doomsday that some believe the Earth changes
will bring. When the Will breaks loose and begins to move,
it is going to look like doomsday and feel like it too,
[see puzzle
piece 27 Movement of Lost Will, and also puzzle
piece 37] but believe
Me, it is not doomsday. It is going to be the picture
of what denial, guilt and death have done to the loving
Will essence it has possessed for so long. ...
...If you have already been working on healing
the part of your Will that is still vibrating enough to
be recovered without outside help, you are gaining the
personal power you need to heal your Lost Will. The time
for healing your Lost Will comes when you have readiness
for it and no sooner.
I have given the story in this book as a beginning
in understanding Original Cause... The people on Earth...have
observed that the great cosmic forces are an electro-magnetic
field of great splendor and power, but they have not realized
that this energy is the Consciousness that originated
everything and the Mother of all life, the Heart that
balances it and the Form that manifests it. Whether this
is right or not is something that cannot be known unless
it is felt to be true within the one observing it.
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Though the writer of this poste is
definitely not the famous 'Haim
Yavin',
[who is a sharp critic of the "Big Brother"],
I agree with him, that it is good for the Moroccans, that Yossi
did not win.
"Many of the people who work with me - Moroccans - voted
for Shifra,
not because they cared for Shifra, but because they didn't want
Yossi to represent them."
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Synchronicity:
I couldn't open my G-mail, nor my "bookmarks".
I guessed it had to do with the fact,
that Boris wanted me to read a letter in his own G-mail box.
I called him, and when, after some difficulties, the box opened,
there was only one personal letter, the first one from a starchild,
who was brought to me once by her starchildren friends,
but it wasn't yet time for her to meet her mirror and soundboard.
The little passage is
what I sent her as a response, keeping to myself the rest....
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Finetuning
to beauty in my Present
The time with my two little starchildren,
first Lior, then Amit,
was truly wonderful,
notwithstanding the usual ambivalence of my feelings:
wanting to go on with my healing-creating on K.is.s.-log.
In the short time of about 1 hour with each we did so many things!
- all initiated by the kids themselves, of course!
I didn't have the strength to take pictures, so only a few poor
words must do.
After Lior had received another lesson in crotching (see Nov.
27)
she wanted to read to me (it's her fourth month in first grade!).
I must take care of having childrens books in my castle.
For lack of those she tried a Hebrew book about the Dead Sea,
but since it wasn't punctuated , i.e. the vowels were not indicated,
she couldn't even read the title of the book,
instead of Yam-ha-Maelakh, she read "Yem-ha-Melekh"
("melekh" could mean king,
but it's spelled with another "kh" than "maelakh",
salt!)
So I gave her the Siddur, the prayer-book.
She opened it at one of the most important sentences:
(with) eternal love do you love us,
YHWH our God,
great and exceeding compassion do you feel for us.
Even for a high-school student it would
be difficult to understand the wording.
But I could simplify for her and at the same time teach her
the terms for concepts she does know already:
especially "Hashem" - THE NAME for YHWH
and "Compassion"
as she expressed with elation several times:
"oh yes, it's like this ... I do
understand now!"
I insisted, that she read the sentence
over and over again,
so she would not only remember it,
but - when coming across one of the words or this kind of Biblical
syntax -
she would remember, where she first came in contact with those.
She didn't want to leave, and even tried to outwit me:
"After Amit will have been with you,
I'll come again --- for a minute!!"
It wasn't easy, but I said firmly and
with a smile: "No, Lior!"
Two from among many stories about Amit:
He was, as usual, fascinated by a technical device,
my heater with its two glowing spirals.
After we had explored the device from all possible angles,
including the experiment of sensing,
when the heat rose and when the heat receded,
I happened to see the spirals, which once had served big copybooks
of pupils,
and which I had found in the Wadi, where the pupils had burnt
those books.
Since I'm a fan of spirals (and "infect" all kids
in my environment with this),
I ordered those 4-5 spirals around the switch of my kitchen
lamp.
This was at least 2 years ago and ever so often I found this
"creation" silly,
and disturbing when I or someone else wanted to switch the lamp
on.
Now the time of the rusty spirals had come - Amit discovered,
that when part of the spiral is extended and part left intact,
the extended end can be swung like a lasso,
which a) makes an interesting sound,
and b) let little Amit (born Febr.
2006) understand the centrifugal
phenomenon:
"You can't see it anymore, it is
as if it didn't exist!"
When - on his way home - I accompanied
him around the corner,
I showed him Venus.
At first, he didn't understand, how a star could have the name
of a girl "Noga".
Then he said: "But look, there
are many other stars too!"
"Yes, but this is the brightest", and
I added
(not believing he would even hear this,
leave alone understand it):
"because it's the star (though
a planet...), which is closest
to earth."
I entered the house, hoping to prevent
his cleanliness crazy mother
from throwing away the spirals, - and somehow succeeded...
When I was back in my room, my phone was ringing and Meital
said:
"Imagine, Amit says, that Noga is
the brightest star,
since it is closest to earth!" |
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We not only sing the birkat
mazon (the "Grace", which I had learnt from little Lior and
introduced to the family),
but follow our "tradition", that each one blesses over a specific
ingredient or process of how a certain food ended up on our table.
When Mika goes to sleep, the children are excited
to begin with their "project":
to learn my song for Mika's birthday and transform
it into two different performances,
one "classical" - Yael plays and Arnon sings my tune - with
a great improvement at the end by Arnon-
and one "popular": Ayelet and Itamar improvise and gesture
"... the light of a star is what
you radiate"
See the performance of all Four on Mika's
birthday on Dec. 20, inserted on the page "September
11"...
They love each other
They invent their blessings over the food
of the "Four o'clock Meal" |
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As to more
images of Grandma-Day with the Quintet - see
tomorrow
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This
song - created to a mongolian tune - on
Oct. 17
& Oct.
19
I came to call "The Gate-Message":
"Share yourself - your living & knowing - with the
strong intent,
that what you share
will enhance the other person's sharing!"
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elohim at !
alaikh le-rappê
ha-bri'aah kulah !
HEAL!
all the right
that you have denied!
Love yourself!
then you'll love
everybody else.
Greed to create
Cain's need la-tet
turned into a "GATE":
blessings will be great! |
Daughter-of-adam
God are you!
It's up to you to heal
the Creation all-of-it!
Heal!
all the right
that you have denied!
Love yourself!
then you'll love
everybody else.
Greed to create ~
Cain's need to give ~
turned into a "GATE":
blessings will be great!
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2008
December 17
Kislev
20
Wednesday
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Activities w. Lior alone
and with Amit alone
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
Interactions:
letter from J., a not yet adopted starchild. - phoning
>< with Boris.-Dental clinic: Dr. Oron & Anna &
Riki - Phone from an unknown woman Rina Rubenowitch, "tell
us about your caves". She didn't stand my test: "What
is your goal?"- w. Meital, Lior, Amit. 3 ph. Meital . Phone-communication
w. Lior Oren |
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Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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