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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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March
5 ,
Wednesday,- at Arad
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image
of the day
Human kidneys viewed from behind
with spine removed |
The
kidneys are complex organs
that have numerous biological roles.
Their primary role is to maintain
the homeostatic balance of bodily fluids
by filtering and secreting metabolites
(such as urea)
and minerals from the blood
and excreting them,
along with water,
as urine.
Because the kidneys are poised to sense plasma concentrations
of compounds
such as sodium, potassium, hydrogen ion, oxygen, and
glucose,
they are important regulators
of blood pressure,
glucose metabolism,
and erythropoeisis
(the process by which red blood cells (erythrocytes)
are produced).....
There is one on each side of the spine;
the right kidney sits just below the liver,...
The asymmetry within the abdominal cavity caused by
the liver
results in the right kidney
being slightly lower than the left
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
9:04
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to our kidneys and all the fantastic functions
they fulfill.
I became physically aware of them yesterday,
when the strong flow of water from a jacuzzi hole on my back
made me feel a pain in our right kidney, close to the spine.
I recall my mother's kidney infection, when I was about 12,
it was an omen for the infection of her entire urinary tract
for years,
and from which she - also strikken with Altzheimer - finally
died.
I am grateful, that - though quite
late in my own life -
I managed to change her "education" of drinking
as little as possible,
and heal my own frequent bladder infections
mainly by drinking a lot,
drinking all day long, whether in winter or summer.
When at home - i.e. not outside in the desert,
like in Sinai, where I managed even with stinking cistern
water -
I still have difficulties to drink simple water, even "living
water",
but one cup of coffee or Chico and many cups of herbal tea
(now mainly a kind of geranium in my garden) are just as effective.
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This was Hamza's letter yesterday,
following our phone-talk.
Today I responded:
Thanks, Hamza, for calling me again after all this time,
[see
"Day of Remembrance May 2006"]
and for sharing with me all those details about your life.
How is Hamza connected to "Ali Hasan"?
What is your full name ?
What is the name of your village or town?
I looked at several maps of the Gaza strip
between Beit Hanoon and Erez Checkpoint,
but couldn't find any other name.
This is my homepage:
If you want to get an idea (only a faint idea...)
about my work in Sinai,
with Ahmed Sawarka,
this is the
link to the first of three pages:
Ahmed is mentioned there for the first time.
I wanted to correct these pages,
which I've created exactly 5 years ago,
reading them with your eyes,
but I managed to do this only to the end of the first page.
By then my pain had become so great,
that I could not go on....
May God guard your family in his hand,
and may you reach your pupils' hearts!
Maryam (Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam)
[Hamza answered immediately,
but his bad news need to be responded to carefully]
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I asked Hamza yesterday, if it was possible
for him
to cross the border to the area around Al-Arish,
and make contact with my co-worker in Sinai, 1996
Ahmed Sawarka |
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Enjoying myself all alone in the jacuzzi,
I had the idea to ask Valerie, the life-guard, to take my picture,
and then, in turn, to ask his permission to take his.
It was a chance to tell him,
what I have been wanting to tell him for 18 months:
"I'm so sorry, that you have
such a boring job."
"Yes, it's terribly boring."
"I don't say 'Shalom!' when I pass
you on the way to the jacuzzi,
[for it must be a nuisance to him to say
a million times "Shalom!"]
but I always think of you: "May he
find another job!"
"There is no other job now!" "There always is
another choice!"
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And I thought again about the sad pun in Hebrew:
SHaMayiM=Heaven, SHi'aMuM = boredom
2012-03-05 -
It's on this day, on which Daniel and I shall sculpt the entry to
"SHaMayim-bli-SHi'aMumM" or www.shemshem.org!
I believe that 4 years ago I mentioned this pun for the first time.
Spring:
the descent which I freed from sand yesterday
was passed by hundreds of caterpillars,
and elsewhere I saw how a lonely isopod here and there made its way
through the desert
[see the fantastic photo which Lior made of an isopod, which we found,
while cleaning,
after I explained the kids the function of this animal: "shitting
soil", they followed its traces.]
After I had pruned the geranium plants
it was time to put the veranda in order.
I was asked to guard the children for an hour,
and my plan, to inspire them to help me, succeeded beyond any
imagination.
Here they put back the thoroughly brushed planks, on which my
tent is placed.
3 technically bad photos of an enchanting "team-work"
(Lior's word),
made with my cellphone, must suffice
on this page.
until the battery of my good camera will be loaded again,
to enable me to transfer to the computer
the many pictures made by me, by Lior and even by Amit.
[Continuation: see
tomorrow and the day after tomorrow]
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Amit's photo, when Abba came home;
"Go away, Abba, go away,
I want to help Rachel!"
[2013: Imagine!
Amit had just become three then!]
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Tomorrow I'll show the creativity
of 5 year old Lior,
which she applied
after we had - together - returned
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When we had finished cleaning all the leaves and
stalks from the veranda,
Lior took care to take a picture of the enormous heap,
which she and Amit had accumulated outside the wall on the sidewalk,
so that the municipality workers could take it away the next day.
[2013- nowadays I carry the bigger herbs
to the slope of my "Wadi of Compassion", to enrich the desert
soil there,
while the smaller herbs are - if still too big - cut and dispersed
evenly under the passiflora-vines along the walls..]
Grandma-Day Gallery
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Continuation of
Grandma-Day:
Arnon and Yael:
Searching for
Cisterns
and other
ancient sites |
How
come,
that these two, Yael and Arnon,
photographed on two different spots,
are standing-walking
with the same distance between them?
Only that above Nella is with Yael
and below Nella is with Arnon.
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Ayelet wanted to climb one of the ancient
mounds,
and we even found a spot, where this was possible,
there were no thorns and thistles, only high herbs |
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Itamar didn't want to go to the "Dommim-Hill"
at all, nor to the Dommim-tree,
nor visit the many cisterns and other archeological sites.
So, since I have been teaching the
Quartet - through all these 7 years --
to never override each
other,
and always find the higher solution of 1 + 1 = 3,
we had a hard time to drag him with us, promising over and over,
that we would eventually arrive at last night's "time-machines".
He finally climbed up this ancient mound,
("imagine the walls buried
underneath and how the people lived there once!")
and then he had the almost superhuman honesty and courage to
admit:
"Now I see, what I missed.
When one walks and steps on those thorns of last year, it isn't
pleasant,
but when one sees everything from above,
and how the thorns integrate (mishtalvim)
with the green grass and the flowers,
it is very, very pleasant."
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Continuation of "Grandma-Day"
- on March 9
A solitary, glorious little flower on
the Dommim-Hill: "Dmumit" [adonis
aleppica]
2009_03_05-
2013_03_05 DELICIOUS
DELETION
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Nourishment
from Others
Excerpts from starchildglobal.com
Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn
March 2008
...know that
in this New Cycle of energy
you are activating powerful Codes
within your Lightbodies and your Physcial DNA cellular
matrix
that are allowing you to access greater inner power,
and your challenge is now to balance that power
and to use it with love and respect for the needs of
others.
For, as you begin to work with this new power,
you may find yourself clashing with the power of others
or with the creations of others.
... Soon, you will master the ability to flow your own
creative energy
so that you embrace the creativity of others as your
own,
and you are able to create together with Power and Joy.
For... the ability
to work together with others with respect and love
will be the way in which you begin to create on the
Paradise Matrix.
[I have always been
delighted to embrace the creativity of others,
- not as my own, but as enriching my own! -
my problem is, that others are not able to embrace MY
creativity,
leave alone my way of enriching my creativity by theirs.
I know, that I have to be parental
to attracting such enmity into my drama!
Just like "Spirit" said concerning "feelings
of superiority":
even if I don't have such feelings towards others,
but others have such feelings towards me,
it means, that I am not yet "whole"]
"And
they will not be competitors, they will be allies and
cooperators. They will be allies
because each of them will recognize the value of having
peers,
true friends who have also realized their own wholeness.
And they will choose the values of
wholeness, cooperation and equality of being~~~
over the values of superiority and the power-over paradigm
that superiority and belief in hierarchy hold in place.
When the fundamental gaps in the Heart of Creation are
healed,
there will be no superiority in manifestation, no hierarchy~~~
only greatness and grandeur of being for each human
manifestor, each maker of their own salvation."
[ I couldn't find that shocking info about not being
whole,
as long as others feel superior to me, or - in this
case -
envy me for my creativity and hating me for benefitting
from their's,
neither in the above passage -from one
of my favorite Godchannel files,
nor in the 3 messages listed in "Navigator",
which pertain expressively to the "superiority
imprint" :
"Spirit
and Superiority"; "Superiority
and the two Devils", "Superiority
from the Will Side"
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song
of the day, with no connection to anything,
"even before you made me, you pondered,
how you could become mine"
I recorded the text on my cellphone- as other
texts I've partly forgotten -
in order to re-learn them, while walking to the pool,
and was - as always, even after I became Jewish - deeply touched.
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