The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S. - as stated 12 years ago - was and is   to help me and my potential P E E R s  "to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness, and - by extension - all of CREATion!" Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013 and Overview of its main libraries [If you look for a word on this page, click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"] I focus my experiencing and awareness on being "a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel": I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb' pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness, so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve, and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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March 28, Friday, -at Shoham --SUMMER TIME

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MY INTENTION and PLAN for TODAY Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may! 7:30 I desire to enjoy "Friday at Shoham", which means more involvment in family life, while still finding enough time to be with myself - to feel and be aware of every experience. I desire to be zminah available for T. in a way that includes his little sister in a balanced way. I desire to calm the tension if it should arise or better: to radiate mutual acceptance.

image of the day: Tomer Purim 2003, dressed up as skeleton, as to the pendant, which I've been wearing again for months now, see "Tomer- towards Completion.?"

hodayot [thanksgivings] for today 9:04 My Body, my Partner, my God I give thanks to you for making recede the pain in our lower back! I give thanks for our 5 senses, which let me experience this day: our eyes to see, our ears to hear, our nose to smell, our fingers to touch, and OUR TONGUE and PALATE to taste. I'm grate-full to Immanuel for having helped me, to overcome the first barrier of handling the Sound Editing program! I'm grate-full for this alternative computer at Shoham, while the still unexplained power-failure of my computer at Arad justifies my stay with my family at Shoham over the weekend,, or even is the "pusher" which urges me to be available for my actors here. Except for not having a subscription for the pool here like at Arad, living within my family at Shoham is no less paradise and "home" than living in Arad's castle and garden and with my precious landlords.

 

 

Trees in spring at Shoham ! This is the beauty I discerned in the morning, when returning with Nella to the house - just behind the tree to the right, At noon I walked the dog into the other direction of our Mitzpe-Street, and was fascinated by the magnificent composition on the photo below.

 

 

last communication next communication see in "and walking humbly with your God" [ Micah 6:8] As rich and peaceful as my days are at Shoham, I'm again pressuring myself with chasing after my K.i.s.s.-log pages, and this after exactly on Monday night, before the computer breakdown - I had finally caught up with the "completion" of past pages. "As pointed out by Therese, your boss at "Koor's" legal department [where I worked as the secretary of the secretary for 9 months, in 1989, while being "pregnant" with "Succah in the Desert"] "you enjoy being pressured because it makes your Adrenalin rush!" Don't fight this pattern! Just feel the feelings of pressure, breathe them and ~~~ laugh! " I'll do that and now choose one of the many subjects, which I'm so greedy to sculpt here: the little gift you sent me, when I was at a loss with the computer. It was before 7 in the morning on Tuesday and while I sat there and stared at the computer's surroundings, my eyes fell on the four volumes of Buber-Rosenzweig's Bible. I heard: "choose one and open by chance!" And there, indeed, was a reminder of what I've always cherished: the conclusion about 'LIFE' reached by Ecclesiates ca. 2300 years ago, which could be the motto for OUR research on "the conditions for Heaven-on-Earth or Feeling Full-Filled". "I'm glad you "put your heart" to my gift and have not forgotten it till now! Those passages will not only enhance our research in general, especially the "modern" sentence, "for who will eat and taste except for myself!" which you now grasped for the first time, but I sent you this gift in the middle of your being at such a loss, so as to tell you: the purpose of the computer breakdown is NOT to make you cease to manifest on it, what you learn and live. The purpose has, indeed, to do with your threefold task at Shoham: fostering your bond with Mika, supporting Tomer by your way of accepting him, radiating trust in the blessings enfolded in the stressful lessons staged by your children!" [April 2: You didn't warn me, that there was a lesson "enfolded" in all this! "Do you think it's wise to warn you of a lesson? Wouldn't you stress the pain and shame more than the joy, which - after all - was your overall experience on this weekend?" Yes! Thank you for reminding me of the joy, which I experienced with all my four actors!

Ecclesiastes 2:24 + 5:8 + 3:22 + 8:15 + 9:7-10 + 11:6-8 The verb "to sense" in modern Hebrew appears in the Bible only once, here in Ecclesiastes 2:24, and since it's used in the context of eating and enjoying, "la-khush" means first of all "to taste", which is perhaps the most intense "sensing". "For who will eat and who will taste except for myself?" I smile at Buber, who didn't trust the literal meaning of this statement and translated [as other translations in other languages...] "Denn wer koennte essen und schmecken ausser von ihm her", "for who could eat and taste except (as coming) from him (God)", which is also true, but it would be banale in the biblical context. For the result of this poet's life-long study of what brings Full-Fill-ment is not the escape into "Heaven", but the true "conquering of the Earth".

2013 "lakhush"- to sense This morning, while walking to the beautiful desert north-east of Arad, -despite the pains in my groin- I listened to an old casette and there to the song "in our village Tudra in the Atlas-mountains" it's told, that the feast for a boy that became 5 years old, included licking the 22 letters of the Aleph-Beth smeared with honey on a wooden board, "and theTorah in the mouth was sweat like the taste of honey

 

Sometime last night - when passing my son's desk - I saw a "news item", which caught my eyes: the heart of a soldier who had been killed by a the bullet, which escaped a friend's rifle by error, was transplanted into the heart of a young man from the Arab village Ibellin, which had been so important to my "Partnership" work in the seventies!

 

 

I'm still glad, that my initiative to arrange another "Living Water Workshop" while being at Shoham, did not work out. I'm grate-full for every hour without exterior acting/interacting. But I"m finally sending my "great idea" for "Initiation into Adulthood", written down 20 days ago. It may inspire Deqel on the tour to the Dead Sea {see gas-bottle story 3 days ago}

 

Mika came from kindergarden at noon, slept for several hours,
and just before her stepbrother came, defied her mother in such a way,
that she had to "think it over" in the "pinat makhshavah", the corner of thought.

Studying her face here, I find a similarity to the child that was me...

 

T. was brought by his father - according to T.'s wish almost 2 hours later than planned
and the three of us left rightaway for a walk to the playground,
except that T. - for a reason he did not reveal - wanted "to go home" after 20 minutes.

 

 

Later we had Shabbat dinner, the harmony of which resonates in the verbal sculpture of Shabbat morning's "altar"

 

Tomer didn't even try to hide his face from my camera.
Ever so often I praised his looks (which are so important to him).
"Your haircut emphasizes the beauty of your head and face!"

A week ago ... a stressful ... incident... had preceded this cut...

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When T. jumped on his father's back, even E. joined the group,
though she discerned that I had my camera ready...

April 2: This was the peak of the wave I tried to stick to the next day.
I'm quoting from the song which created itself following this futile desire:
"Ride with the wave, descend with the wave,
that's how My world flows!
don't stick to the peaks nor get stuck in the pits,
flow with my waves' highs and lows..."

 

song of the day "I rejoice over you ... with all my heart and all my soul"

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"Abraham" (1999) e-mail quote on March 28, 2012

You never get it done,
and you cannot get it wrong.
[I read and adopted this message already in May 2010
and added it as a stanza to my sung slogan:
"Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want
and then get out of the way and let it happen..."]
Life is supposed to be fun:
you are creator, ...
and you are here in an environment that is very conducive to that. When you get hold of an idea,
play it out for the pleasure in it.
If you are doing it for any other reason,
then you are not connecting to your Source Energy.

Godchannel, too, says - in the 2nd "Interview with the Folks"
on March 28, 2005, i.e. on this day 7 years ago:
"....Manifestation is meant to be a playground
where being and doing are fun..."
Exactly 25 years earlier , following our "Partnership-Tour" in the US
I reached this understanding:
People might join an organization for ideological reasons (peace...)
But they will stay committed to working for the community only,
if they find (in my present terms) zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment in it.

It took me anouther 30 years to apply this to my own commitment:
If for me there is so much stress, pressure, suffering connected to it,
then you are not connecting to your Source Energy.

Efrat responded to my quest to decypher Mika's poem.
She wrote it as a closure of an "album" for her parents,
when she was frustrated, because I was with Itamar:

"And at the end a poem
a small one appears on
the window-sill

I read in silence
from the song songbook
and hug a gigantic hug
and let's not forget
1000 kisses
in love Mika "

" You can enjoy the "minor" mood,
not   b e ca u s e   it leads to "major",
but in itself.
It is similar to the interaction of the loops
in the infinity symbol.
One alone cannot exist.

"... the use of the word goodness, or pain.
When people in your world talk about pain,
they mean extreme situations and experiences.

"But once you have come a far way
in undenying,
you don't need terrible experiences
to trigger you,
nor do you need strong adrenalin to excite you.

"And it's not that life becomes a boring plain,
with only soft ups and downs.
It's like the waves on the shore,
as that old Bedouin observed:
"il-ga'i'aat akthar min il-ra'i'haat"
"The incoming waves are more
than the outgoing waves."

10 Hebrew lines daily between Ya-Ra towards the doomed-to fail shemshem.org
2012_03_28- 2013_03_13DELICIOUS      DELETION

In April 2009 Ya'acov wrote 9 articles for an intended website
"To Be More"
2009- 2013_03_13DELICIOUS      DELETION

today on Facebook Mika with Dita, her aunt, my stepdaughter,

In a letter Mika's father wrote:


7 years old and already skiing is not enough....

Also today:
Elah, Immanuel's firstborn,
sent
a link to spectacular dance,
I would call it :
'black and white intermingling'!

Through this video
I was led to another one,
also black and white intermingling,
dancing and falling Penguins...

My daughter-in-love white as the snow

 

 

 

 

Singing: