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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

Following my understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
  that - after 7 years - I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing pages,
I am adding at the end of this page
[please scroll down!]:
Images of one of my visits to the "Immanuel Cave", on Jan. 20, 2009,
in order to prepare the second celebration of my son's 46th birthday.


channeled on 2000/06/22
On January 18, 2005, I discovered a file - .bodycom2 - called "Grandfather Pages"
and found, that it is a slightly different version of this file- .gf1 -"Interview with Grandfather, Part One"
which was channeled on 2000_06_22.
On this edition of .gf1 I carefully compared between the two versions,

re-studied carefully - and graphically re-edited - on Shabbat January 5, 2013

Grandfather Pages
Channelers' note:
Welcome to this new area of the site.
We've posted a few of the contributions to the healing class discussion
addressed to Grandfather here.
The channeling on this page is a partial response
to some of the questions and concerns addressed in these contributions.

Contributions related to this channeling

Interview with Grandfather, Part One
Channelers' note:
Welcome to this new area of the site.
The channeling on this page is a partial response
to some of the questions and concerns addressed in these contributions,
and is a continuation of the healing class lessons on these pages:
Grandfather's Role in the Healing,
The Asuras,
and Grandfather Remembers Original Heart.
It would also be good to read the beginning of Truth and Reality class lesson four, Fundamental Questions of Manifestation
for more of the foundational background of this channeling.

Pre-Discussion Related to this Channeling

Grandfather Pages Index

 

 

--How We've Gotten Here, Part One
--The Grand Creation
--Seven Imperfect Creations


How We've Gotten Here, Part One

Channelers:
Grandfather, thank you for all the new information in the Body class,
but we have some questions.
What we understand so far is that you are the Father of the Spirit we call God,
and you have six other children [.gf1: offspring] like him.
Why were seven more Creations necessary after yours,
and what about Grandmother, where is she?
Also, why has there been so much suffering in Creation,
and what has been your role in that?

"You have asked some very deep questions.
To begin, there is only one Mother, yet there are many Spirits.
My mate in our Original, Grand Creation
was the youngest, most vibrant and most able to mate with me Mother essence [sic].
'Grandmother' is not a good name for this part of the Mother,
but 'Original Mother' or 'First Mother' says it well.
After the original separation of Spirit and Will,
she was the least damaged of all the Will essence.

 

The following detailed description of the split does not appear in .bodycom2.
The content of the chapter "The Grand Creation" follows immediately, but without this title.

pp10b
"It is difficult to communicate in words
the intensity and depth of the shock and outrage
that was felt all throughout the Will of Original Heart
when my Light revved up so much
that it blew us apart from each other, and blew her to fragments.
There had never in all eternity been even a small amount of displeasure,
and pain was completely unknown to us
except as an abstract experience that could be only imagined, but never felt.

"Then suddenly, without any way to know what it would be like,
we experienced the first and most intense pain, shock and horror possible.
But the horror didn't stop, nor did the pain.
And the shock is still present everywhere.
In one instant we went from the most blissfully happy and rapturous Love
in our eternal union of and as Original Heart ~
to the worst possible nightmare of pain, suffering, loss, remorse and eternal damnation.

"Most of the Original Mother went so far out
into what has become manifestation ~
that she completely lost my Light.
My experience of this was watching everything that had ever meant anything to me,
and the parts of myself I loved the best ~ fading away into oblivion.


I was still identified as the Spirit of Original Heart,
and what I knew I was losing ~
was everything that I had ever loved, and that had ever loved me.


"I knew something very bad, very 'wrong' had happened,
but I didn't know what it was, really ~
and I had no idea of the extent of my loss.
That would have to come over time, much time.
There wasn't anything to do about it, or so it seemed to me then.
With that thought I lost continuity of Self, I lost consciousness.

"When I awoke, it was with a start.
I hadn't realized that I was anything or that I had existence,
but soon I became aware of the presence [of] another being.


"In a flash I remembered the union we had,
and I awoke fully in the joy and rapture of realizing
that I had just had a bad dream.
My attention moved away from memory and what was inside of me ~
to the outside, to what had awakened me ~
my one and only Love, my Desire ~
the being you and I both know as the Mother.


"She was as surprised to find me as I was her.


"She told me she had a dream much like mine,
and she seemed just as happy as me to 'forget' that.
I didn't know it then, but I know now
that deciding to forget was
where we gave birth to denial
.
We made it an institution,

and looking back I can see
we did not have the strength
or maturity of experience in manifestation
to do it any differently.


"We had selective memory.
We remembered the blissful love of our union.
We remembered the perfection that we had, and that we were.
Our love of ourselves as Original Heart was also our love of perfection.
We were perfect, and we knew it.
At least we knew it as long as we were able to forget
the nightmare of pain and anguish,
and the horror we felt in knowing what was lost there.


"In our awakening, we put the nightmare behind us,
and therefore denied not only the suffering
of all the parts of the Mother that had gone beyond my Light,
but her very existence.
And what we had denied there ~
was almost all of her
.

That was what perfection demanded of us at the time,
we didn't know we were running on the second deepest imprint in or out of existence,
we felt we must become perfect and have everything in our Creation in a perfect condition.
But that was then.
I now know perfection for what it truly is, a mad obsession."


 

.bodycom2
[no title ]


"We worked together cooperatively,
and very quickly
to form a Creation
that would enable us to stabilize manifestation
immediately after our initial separation ~~~
when the being we were both part of,
Original Heart separated into two,
setting the stage for manifestation.

 





"Our first Creation, and all Creations since ~~~
have been acts of fusion,
the joining of two formerly separate parts.

The Original Mother and I, the two essential beings
who emerged from the fission of Original Heart ~
immediately sought to become one again.
The result of our overwhelming desire for wholeness
was the first Creation, the 'Grand Creation'

.gf1
The Grand Creation

"The Mother and I worked together cooperatively,
and very quickly to form a perfect Creation
that would enable us to reconnect with each
after our initial separation from Original Heart.
We knew we were in manifestation,
and we 'knew'
we must stabilize it, 'ground' it in perfection.

In our forgetfulness we did not recognize
that a great destruction had set the stage for manifestation,
or that our quest for perfection would become a travesty
causing unimaginable pain to all the remnants of that destruction ~
that could not fit within our narrow context of 'perfection'.]

"Our perfect Grand Creation,
and all non-perfect evolutionary Creations since ~
have been acts of fusion,
the joining of two formerly separate parts.
The Original Mother and I, the two essential beings
who emerged from the fission of Original Heart~
immediately sought to become one again.

 

"We not only sought wholeness, we sought perfection ~
the two primary attributes of Original Heart.
But wholeness now included something
we never experienced as parts of the original whole.

Now there was also the Void.
In order for Heart to split into two,
there needed to be something that would keep the two separate,
a dividing line of some sort.
Now there was also the Void.
In order for Original Heart to split into two,
there needed to be something that would keep the two separate,
a dividing line of some sort.



As Original Will and Original Spirit we found ourselves on opposite sides of something
that was never experienced before ~ the gap of the Void.

 

"In order for a 'something' to exist in manifestation,
there needed to be a 'nothing' that could balance it.


Although the Mother and I were separate from each other ~
we both could remember
how things had been in the unmanifested ecstasy of Original Heart.
Things there had been ~ perfect.
We immediately set to work
re-creating in manifestation the union that we had before,
but unmanifest in Original Heart ~

a perfect union of divine love, rapture and bliss.

 

 


"But each time we found a value
that we knew we wanted in our new Creation,

a perfect union of divine love, rapture and bliss.
A perfect union
whose perfection required us
to deny nearly all the Will essence in manifestation,
all the parts of the Mother
that were left behind in the explosion of our forgotten nightmare.

"Each time we found a value
that we knew we wanted in our new Creation,

we also found its opposite.
Love, for instance ~ was something we definitely needed,
all throughout our Creation.
Hatred wasn't even a possibility for Original Heart,
but our new Love could not be present, could not 'exist ~
unless there was also a place for its opposite, a place for hatred.


"The same went for Life.
We found Life in manifestation, and we loved it ~
but we were dismayed to realize we couldn't have Life without ~ Death.


"To us Beauty wasn't something that was just nice.

Beauty was necessary ~
to be who we knew ourselves to be.
Yet now in manifestation
there could be no Beauty without Destruction to tear it down.
Beauty was necessary ~
to be the perfect being who we knew ourselves to be.
Yet now in manifestation
there could be no Beauty without Destruction to tear it down.

"Every value we wished to instill in our Creation
had a negative side to it that tried to cancel it out.
We realized that the presence of the Void made our Creation dual ~ two sided.
We found that with the Void between us, and in the way of everything else ~
we could have neither the union nor the perfection we so ardently desired.


"We were in a trap.
The Mother could not pull my Light across the Void,
and I could not leap across it to her.
It seemed that we were stuck in separation.

"But we found what might be termed a 'work around'.
We couldn't alter the basic structure of duality that Original Heart had made.
But we could manifest a Creation that was perfect, and have our perfect union ~
if we 'avoided' all the negative aspects of our values.

"There are many details of how we did this ~
that I must leave out for now,
but they will be filled in later as understandings of what has happened evolve.


"For now I will say
that we found a way to push all of our unwanted values, our denials into the Void,
believing that would negate them.
And for a long time it seemed to work in our perfect Creation.




.bodycom2

"Little did we realize that in doing this,
we also pushed away all the rest of the Mother~~~
all the parts of her




that could not rise up
to the very high frequency vibration
of my Original Light.

"There was almost no real manifestation in that first Creation,
because there was so little Will essence
to give it substance
.

All of the Will that was aligned with me
was all of the Will I knew existed.

 

 

.gf1
"Little did we realize that in doing this,
we created a second kind of denial,
conscious exclusion of what is not wanted.

And we didn't realize that in doing this,
we created a huge barrier
between our
perfect Creation
and all the rest of the Mother.
In essence, we denied all the parts of her
that could not rise up
to the very high frequency vibration
of my Original Light.

"There was almost no real manifestation in that first Creation,
because there was so little Will essence
to give it substance
.
And of course, because of my forgetfulness,
all of the Will that was aligned with me
was all of the Will I knew existed.


"Until Heart told us otherwise.

"The Mother and I found
that we could meet each other and join in union
if we bridged the Gap created by the Void,
a little at a time.
But of course not all of ourselves could do this,
so much of the Mother was missing~~~

but enough of our essences found each other in union~~~
and we held each other close.
That is when we discovered our first offspring~~~
who we named 'Heart'.

Heart was not whole,
everything we ourselves had left behind in the Void
was missing from him.
But he had a gender,
he was more Spirit than Will,
he was 'male'.

"This was because only a little of the Mother's essence
could rise high enough to reach the bridge across the Gap
to manifest our first Creation,
and therefore most of the bridge building happened from my side.
Manifestation was the other result of our partial joinings ~
it was in fact the bridge itself.


"We were careful to manifest only what we desired,
our true values ~
and the negative sides of our values went into the Void beneath us.
We found that if we made the Void be on one side of Creation,
and all the rest ~ the other side,
we could be together as Heart in Manifestation.
But we were not complete, we were not whole.
There was still much of the Original Will,
the Mother of Everything ~
that was left holding space for the Void.
And she went back on herself,
because by then the denial denizens of the Void,
had captured most of her essence.


"It hurt her deeply,
and in the same places she had been hurt earlier
when Original Heart blew itself apart
in order to separate us from each other.
Her hurt remembered her previous trauma,
and that intensified her pain.
The Void was now full of what you know as my original denials,
the 'denial spirits' or asuras.

.bodycom2

"And it was only through the Void
that the Heart of our first union,
the Grand Creation ~ could venture.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


He first became the Spirit of the next Creation,
and later the Father of it
in union with the Mother.



But it was not a union with all of the missing Mother,
it was with only as much of her that could rise up to meet him,
just like the Original Mother had to do with me.

.gf1

"And it was only through the Void
that the Heart of our first union,
the Grand Creation ~ could venture.

When we had finally achieved all of the perfection
we cared to have in the Grand Creation,
we realized
the oneness of being we had achieved there
was not really Original Heart's desire.
We knew we were missing something,

and we looked to our own newly-emerged Heart to tell us what it was.


"He reminded us of what in our separation we had forgotten.
He reminded us of our nightmare,
and that in our haste to honor the perfection imprint,
we had indeed left most of the Will essence in unimaginable suffering,
trapped in the darkness outside of our Creation.
We felt guilt then.
We didn't know what it was,
but we knew we didn't like it.
It told us we were bad to have left her,
but it didn't tell us how to correct ourselves,
how we could be good again.


"We asked our Heart what could be done,
and he responded
that we had left the rest of the Mother behind,
including his mate,
and that he would go into the Void in search of her.
We were apprehensive that he would be hurt,
and when we felt that fear, we felt more guilt.
But he insisted that it was necessary.
We didn't like the idea of a Creation without Heart,
but we liked it less
that so much of the Mother was missing,
and that it was because of our negligence.
So we then gave birth to the first choice
based in
guilt and denial,
the first choice of a 'lesser of two evils'.


"We agreed to Heart's desire to leave us in search of the Mother,
and we accepted the guilt that he reflected to us.
The part of the Mother, Original Heart's Will that was with me,
the Mother of the Grand Creation ~
became my Will,
as our Heart left us in search of the rest of the Mother.
I split myself there,
torn between my imprinted need for perfection
and my despondency at what 'forgetfulness' and the perfection imprint had wrought."

Seven Imperfect Creations

"Our first Son emerged from the Void
as the Spirit essence of the next Creation,
and later the Father of it,
in union with the Mother there.

But it was not a union with all of the missing Mother,
it was with only as much of her that could rise up to meet him,
just as only a part of the Mother could do with me



History was beginning to repeat itself,
and in a most unsavory and unfortunate way.
And like all of Heart since the original separation,
he was incomplete, not whole ~
because the whole Mother has never yet been able
to fully participate in making Heart in manifestation.

"When the first Creator Son failed
to find the rest of the Mother in manifestation,
I realized that my Original Heart's desire ~ to find all of her,
so that she and I could once again
be whole together in complete union ~
was going to require a long and difficult journey.

.bodycom2
I had been directed by my Original Heart
to find the Mother in manifestation
and bring her back home to Heart.

 





"But I got my directions wrong.
I took an initial wrong turn.
I didn't realize in my perfection ~
that perfection was not a value to be prized
.
Evolution seemed like the wrong direction to me,
because it was going away from where we started ~
in the love, rapture and bliss of our perfect union in Original Heart.

 



"I know now what only Original Heart's Will has always known

.gf1
I had been directed by Original Heart
to find the Mother in manifestation
so that we could be together again. .


But the perfection imprint and denial worked together
to put up roadblocks
that kept me confused,
especially when I thought I wasn't.


"I got my directions wrong.
I took an initial wrong turn.
I didn't realize in my perfection~
that perfection was not a value to be prized.
Evolution seemed like the wrong direction to me,
because it was going away from where we started~
in the love, rapture and bliss of our perfect union in Original Heart.
Initially I believed we should re-create
our original union in manifestation.
But that was not Original Heart's desire.

"I know now what Original Heart's Will has always known


but dared never say to me~
that perfection is a dead end.
I know now that what is most desirable about the Mother
is not that she is perfect,
but that she is free to be
just as she desires herself to be
.

.bodycom2
In other words,
just as she is she herself,
and herself only ~
when no more of Spirit's denials,

or my orginal denials ~~~
are present in her.



"There has been a lot of water under the bridge
since that first wrong turn.

and I've needed the lessons of seven Creator Sons
to show me the correct direction.



I am now moving from my position of Father
and Grandfather
within all eight Creations ~~~

"to do what my Original Heart had intended all along.
Find the Mother



And this time not try to bring her back 'home'
to unmanifest Original Heart,





but rather join her in our new home,
in manifestation.







.gf1
In other words,
just as she is when she is herself,
and herself only...
when no more of Spirit's denials,

and especially my original, grand denials, the denial spirits or asuras
are present in her essence.


"There has been a lot of water under the bridge
since that first wrong turn.
And it wasn't until three Creations ago
that I realized that I would need the lessons
of a total of seven Creator Sons
to show me the correct direction.


And now that we're near the end of the search,
I'm moving from my position of Father of the Grand Creation
and Grandfather of the seven 'local' Creations~~~

to do what my Original Heart had intended all along.
Finding the Mother
and joining with her
in whole and complete union.

And this time not trying to get her to align with Spirit,
to bring her back 'home' to unmanifest Original Heart.


This time I know I will be aligned
behind the Spirit of this Creation and its Father Creator~~~
with her. [italics in the original]
The Spirit polarity will redeem all our lost light
and then join with her here in her place~~~
making New Heart in Body here on Earth
our new home in manifestation.



"This is what my seventh Heart Son,
turned Creator Son,
turned Creation Spirit,
and now fully empowering himself
as the Father of this Creation~~~
is doing for us all.
He is spearheading on the Spirit side
what I know will be the final attempt,
and the first and only fully successful recovery
of all the rest of the Lost Will in all Creations.


"He is now beginning to find
the last of the most lost Will,
the Mother's Body.

And it's happening here,
in these times
on this planet ~
and beginning inside of those
who are willing to risk experiencing first-hand
the intensity of Original Heart's dream,
the complete union of Spirit and the whole Mother ~
as New Heart in manifestation,
and best of all,
with peers for companionship.


.bodycom2
"I know that this does not fully answer all questions,
nor address all concerns about my role in all of this.

.gf1
"I know that this does not fully answer all questions,
nor address all concerns about what has happened in manifestion
or my role in all of this.


As I mentioned,
there are more understandings needing to be established here
before I can say much more from my perspective
about how things have come to be way they are ~


and how all of this will change.

There are other voices that need to be heard here
before I can continue,
including yours ~
if it is your desire to be heard.
Please keep asking, and you will indeed receive.
And please join me on the inside for more immediate details?"

Contributions related to this channeling


Body Class Discussion Index | Body Pages

Body Class Introduction, Lesson Four

Healing Class, Lesson Three

Healing Class Lesson Three Discussion

Spirit Polarity, Lesson Two

Quest for the Mother, Lesson One

Healing Class Lessons One & Two Discussion

and more importantly,
how all of this will change.
There are other voices that need to be heard here
before I can continue with this history,
including yours ~
if it is your desire to be heard.
Keep asking, and you will indeed receive.
And please join me on the inside for more immediate details?"

 

 


2013-01-06, Shabbat, Arad, close to the SaltSea, Israel:

Yes, I want my voice to be heard;
Nowadays it is oozing through, that I should and can be myself
and do exactly as I desire

(see "The Mother's dream", put into a song
and quoted at the bottem, in the center of my homepage
and see a first attempt to phrase my huge insight on 2013-01-02)
[see the marvelous children's song bi-diuq, bi-diuq
and the sculpture I created on July 3, 2011 !!!


Can I believe it? an hour after I wrote the line above,
I was informed , that the disc of "songs about self-acceptance"
finally appeared on the World Wide Web!,
I, too, had contributed to this campain by 75 NIS
[though only 15 NIS were asked from supporters]:


But what about the condition for
being free to be just as she desires herself to be ?
It will happen, so the message says, once all of "Spirit's denials are redeemed" ,
This seems to miss out on a vital fact, a vital truth, a vital reality.
The lightning I was hit with on January1 in this new year, is:
that "being completely free to do as I desire to do"
-something that will happen if I redeem not only Lost Spirit, but Lost Will,
is only half of the picture.
If my wonderful free happy joyous creations cannot be received by another or by others,
then I continue to feel un-full-filled , even "not worthy".
And in order for others to be a receptacle, a chalice for receiving my creations
(just as much in order for me to be a chalice for receiving other people's creations)
the chalice must first be emptied of all the Lost Will it is congested with.
This congestion has nothing to do with "Asuras" etc. ,
- how "asuras" attach themselves to Lost Will is a horrible story,
and I can see it clearly, how my Lost Will became like a vicious virus which infects people,
who are already weak in their self-esteem and strong in their self-hatred.
I've known this for quite some time now,
and I study the people and circumstances, in which I tend to judge the "evilness" of people.
But this other aspect of "congestion by Lost Will" is so much more widespread than "evil",
yes it is the "preparation" for "evil" to occur.
For if the congested person cannot receive other people's creations,
s/he cannot create him/herself, therefore feels both - bored to death - and worthless,
and it's from there that s/he seeks "excitement", "action", which often is "evil".

 

 

Images of one of my visits to the "Immanuel Cave", on Jan. 20, 2009,
in order to prepare the second celebration of my son's 46th birthday.

 


In K.i.s.s.-Log 2008 - after the family's move to Bet-Nehemya on July 31, 2008 - I often mentioned,
how the two flaws of this village
- the junk and garbage all around , and the security fence all around -
kept marring my outings into Nature.
Lately I discovered a track of 25 minutes to a quite pleasant and relatively clean area.
Except --- well see yourself in a moment...

The track passes underneath the highway, and it's difficult enough to never get away from the noise of the traffic

 

 

 

 

 


But by concentrating on this kind of landscape - now in winter covered with fresh green grass-
and so different from the desert which I chose as my environment -
I detect pretty aspects - like these old terraces -
and I imagine the people, who once built them, to carve out a meagre living.

 

 

 

But then comes the real irritation:
the area, which I had so gladly discovered as "relatively pure" turned out to be a place for soldiers' exercising.

Somebody who does not live in Israel, or somebody who lives in Israel but never feels the need to stroll around in Nature,
cannot image, how every, really every untouched spot in this country is polluted by army exercises.
Even in the desert - especially since Israel's retreat from Sinai after the peace contract with Egypt in 1979.
All the army bases, which had been established there, had to be moved to Israel.
How often do I yearn for the promise of
"an almost virgin earth"
in "A Letter from God to those doing the healing work" to be actualized.


During all my 3 visits...

Soldiers

Soldiers

Soldiers