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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"



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2013 "My Child has become fifty" interwoven with "One Clip at a Time"

2007_02_04; links added on 2007_07_14; re-edited on 2009_08_15, my 71st birthday; again re-edited on 2010_04_02 and on 2013-04-29

Right Use of Will Discussion

Main Index of the RUOW Discussion

-----Someone to Cry with

------There Is No Way

Someone to Cry with

I believe myself to be a mother fragment (parental part).
I am also an African-American woman.
I want to thank you first for your work on this site.
I've been working with the RUOW series for nearly 4 years now.
Needless to say, it has been transformative
and the material on this website has helped me to integrate much needed new understandings.
Having said that I have a specific inquiry.
I suppose I am speaking to Spirit
but I am also interested in the response of Body:

One of the reasons I am so attracted to the RUOW series is
that it explains - after the fact - a set of experiences
I had early in my spiritual opening process.
As I understand it now,
I opened to Lucifer [see pp24] and ended up in terrible danger and chaos.
Naturally, those all around me judged me heavily,
shouting insults at my back as I ran for my life.

Through working with RUOW
I have managed to get the chaos under control
and avoid materially destabilizing reversals the last few years
while still moving and healing my Will.
I have been reunited with my son and we are living happily.
I have noticed however, that as for the men in my life,
they remain distinctly Luciferian.
I understand this as meaning
that it is time to redeem my spirit
and that my Will is strong enough to do so,
so I have been working in this vein.


My question is this,
I am confronting something within myself
that I began to put my finger in the projection/perception class.
I have noticed that there is very little true communion in my life.
Although I live a full life and am social, instinctively,
there are few I open to fully.
I have begun the work of releasing judgments [see pp6]
in a more deliberate and conscious way
and working to grow my spirit into man.
And yet, I know that most of the light I confront is not loving
and so I have learned not to take it in
because I have experienced first hand in a very dramatic way
how destructive this can be
and I want my son to be raised by a healthy mother.
As a result,
with the exception of a precious few individuals
- my son being one of them -
my deepest communion is with Deity
or with plants and rocks with whom I can speak.
I am lonely.

I love the world.
I want to experience it as safe, loving and accepting.
Sometimes my deepest wish is to have someone to cry with.
I am wanting to know:
is there a way
to bring the love I feel in communion with the unmanifest
into the manifest
at this time in my process.
I am not sure if I am feeling the eternal longing of creation for itself
- or if it is simply just a long process or both.


Channelers, thanks again for your work.
If this inquiry serves the purposes of your website
feel free to post it as part of the RUOW discussion - without my name please.
If you feel you can offer a response to this inquiry, I would very much love to hear it.

Channelers (with the Folks and sometimes Body):

"Yes, there is a way to bring the love you feel
in communion with the unmanifest into your life now.

"It seems you are on the right path
when you speak of redeeming your Spirit essence.

"And with the material in the projection/perception class
it is easy to understand how the external reflects the internal.

"As you imply,
if Luciferian light is showing up outside of yourself,
it is a reflection of that same light inside of Self.

"This is very natural with Mother fragments inside of humans
because the lost Will of the Mother has taken in, and is still holding much denial energy.

"That you are able to easily connect with Spirit and the Mother and the world of nature
speaks to your ability to receive nurturing,
and is a solid first step toward experiencing loving union here in manifestation.

"Your ability to connect with other humans on a social level,
and yet not so much on deeper levels
is not an uncommon experience for people doing this kind of work.

"While you can understand and relate with others and what they are experiencing,
it's not so easy for others to understand or relate with you in the depth of your Being.

"The work you are doing inside of yourself is not easily understood by most people.
So of course relying on others to see and feel you as who you really are
will most likely result in disappointment.

"The best approach in this situation is to practice loving yourself.

"This is not easy for Mother fragments
that have not yet experienced their full parentalness
[see pp12] in human form,
but it's doable,
at least for those who know it's their role as the parental part of Self
to be there with loving acceptance for all of the lost and hurting parts ~~~
at both the personal and transpersonal levels of Self.

"Loving yourself means
that you are in a healer role

relative to any part of you
or the Mother, Heart or Body
that has been triggered in you.
Rather than identifying as the hurting part and its victimhood,

you can invoke 'the Folks'
and either in concert with or identified as parental Mother~~~
you open to the hurting part with unconditional loving acceptance.

"Another way of embodying yourself as the healer is
to channel loving Spirit,
the part of Spirit that is completely aligned with the Mother and her desires.
You, the loving, parental healer can then come to the aid of the hurting part,
bringing the only medicine that will work~~~
your unconditional loving acceptance of her and her pain, just as she is.

"Releasing denial energy ["sacrifice" see "Practice"] first is strongly recommended, of course.
The two major forms it comes in
are judgments
and the deep denial energy of the asuras.

"In the case of lost Will fragments,
it's almost always the deep denial energy,
and sometimes embedded denial energy
[folksinterview2-see "embedded"]
that must be released
before you will be able to get close enough to the part
to even begin letting her feel your love.

" The quality of your light is very important to you being received or not.
You will not likely be received~~~
if you have an agenda for being with the suffering part
except for loving her unconditionally just as she is,
and your desire to be with her in whatever way best pleases her.

"The lost Will has been lost for good reasons.
It has suffered enormously at the hands of light
that wanted her to be somehow different than she is.
Both Spirit and Body have begged her to just be 'okay,'
and stop reflecting all that pain and suffering back to them.

"Lost Will typically doesn't trust light of any kind,
she's had innumerable encounters with conditional acceptance~~~
and has been betrayed each time by Spirit and Body's previous inability to stay present with her
still holding the denial energy she was forced to take in long, long ago.

"And too often healing and recovery attempts have been thwarted
because the intention
in doing the healing
was only to stop the pain,

not to be in union with the part of the Will holding it.
This approach has come across to the lost Will as further unacceptance.
If your love is real, it's unconditional.

" So, the key to finding someone to cry with you
and be with you in loving acceptance of who you truly are

is~~~ unconditionally loving yourself
and all of the fragments of Self
that come to your awareness through triggers.

"As you love yourself and all of your parts more and more,
the Universe will reflect that back to you more and more~~~
until your Will is experiencing your unconditional acceptance,
and becomes free enough to move in manifesting your Heart's desires.

It's the way the Universe works.



There Is No Way

There is no way through or around this when I am in the middle of the pain.
All the talk, all the practice, all the knowledge is void
as the pain & fear take over.
There is no access to the practice,
there are too many steps.
The negative voice is only there to confirm my inadequacy and inability to heal.
Nothing changes in my reality.
The only thing changing is
the increasing greatness and fear
of my inability to deal with my denials
and my own healing
and this incredible pain growing in my chest...

Interestingly enough,
I am at the beginning of Heart Song [the fifth book of RUOW] for the second time~~~
and all I could hear is
that Spirit will only give what he sees~~~
at this point it is doubt and anger at his abandonment.
I will reflect my own separation from Spirit~~~ and Will.
If I can not move through this when Spirit shows himself~~~
I will only receive my own separation~~~
I will reflect my own abandonment and isolation~~~
I will be left in the gap from my own inability to heal~~~

Too many words (RUOW & the God Channel),
so many responsibilities RUOW says are not my fault
but the consequence of the imprinting~~~
but I am responsible~~~
but I am not able to heal myself enough
to heal myself enough
to create space for the light of Spirit...

Denial looks soooo much easier~~~
I know how to do denial~~~
it doesn't hurt the same way...
it's like the wine~~~
it would be like the return to the Church~~~
the loss of vibration calls more than the call to heal...
I thought I was committed,
I tried to be committed,
what is committed? ~~~
I am capable of the loss of vibration...
I am not capable of healing the imprint...
I do not have the greatness to heal these wounds...
Lucifer was right... Lucifer wins...

"This is Spirit.
Thank you for coming forth and speaking the truth of your pain and abandonment.
You, the human who has written this
are channeling a very important part of the Mother's lost Will,
and therefore of mine

"I would like to speak to her now and say that it is true.
I have abandoned you, repeatedly~~~
beginning very long ago,
and as recently as yesterday.

"You were lost to my abandonment
many times before there were humans to embody you,
and many times since.

Each time I have come for you,
you have heard me say I would stay and be with you always.
And sooner or later each time~~~ I have left.

"Each time I left, I added to the denial energy that you have had to hold.
Each time you heard the door close behind me
you fell back into a shocked stupor caused by the pain of my denial.
The pain and heartbreak was so intense
you vowed to never open to me again, no matter what.
And yet I would return again,
or I would send Body.
And the same pattern of denial and abandonment would repeat~~~
as if it was happening for the first time.

"I am so sorry that I have done this.
I apologize to you, as I have before,
and now with renewed vigor and resoluteness of purpose.

"When I say now, in the books and on this web site~~~
things have changed,
when I say I now know something I didn't know before;
and that I now understand things
that I've never understood about you and your plight~~~
you find it impossible to believe what I say
or trust my intentions toward you.
And it is only right that you would feel this way.

"I understand why you have no trust for me,
and of course I cannot blame you for feeling so.
You are a lost part of the Mother's Will,
and you have become the way you are
as a result of the ways you have been mistreated by me
and the unloving light I have brought to you
while in denial of my true loving essence.
I've shown up in your field not as loving Spirit,
but as my denials~~~
first as Lucifer, then as Ahriman,
and now more recently as Lucifer again.

"All the words you have heard telling you there is another way,
and that there is another kind of Spirit now~~~
have been saying,
'I most passionately want it to be different for Us this time;
and this time I bring my completely unconditional loving acceptance~~~
for you just as you are.

And I want to stay here with you in whatever ways work best for you.
I am your 'man.'

"Most importantly, and beyond the words...
is a certainty of purpose grounded in real love for you
and all of the Mother and all of her lost parts.

"I understand your not trusting me,
and so I will not push on you for anything.
I will simply wait here nearby~~~
until you feel ready to invite me in once more.

I know this feels scary and all too familiar.
And I know
I will need to wait until you can see me and feel me~~~
in my new ways of patient, loving acceptance.

I love you, and I pledge to do whatever it takes
to help you restore the deep peace, love and beauty at the core of your nature.


"Now I would like to address the human
who has channeled this fragment of lost Will.

"You are very courageous to come forward as you have now~~~
with a message that almost no one wants to hear.
And you have been deeply loving of the Will~~~
to have been willing to live through the nightmares of hell
so you could find and be with this tortured part of the Mother.
I love you for doing this for the Mother and me, and all of Creation.
And I apologize for having taken so long to acknowledge you in this role.

"You are the key to the healing of a very important part of Creation.
The Will essence that has been trapped
by all the cosmic-strength denial energy you've mentioned~~~
is a very important lost part of the Mother.
Her parental part and I both want to be here for you and the lost treasure you hold.

"We cannot access this lost part without you,
for she is inside of you.
When we began this level of the healing work,
the healed Mother and I ('the Folks' as these channelers call Us)
enlisted the support and collaboration of you humans who are doing the healing work.

"You have channeled an abandoned, lost and hopelessly suffering part of the Mother very well.
And it may feel that this is all there is of you.
And even though this may be more intensely felt than anything else in your life,

it is not you. [emphasized in the original]
It is a part of you, and that's not even completely correct.
It's a part of the Universal Feminine,
and you have found her within yourself.
The feelings are so intense in you
because they are not really human feelings,
they are part of the universal gap~~~
cosmic pain and suffering being experienced by a human, you.

"There is another voice deep inside of you that you can also channel.
This voice is soft and quiet,
and not easy to hear
when you are experiencing as the lost part of Will.
This other voice is nearly still by comparison,
and speaks with gentle lovingness.
My voice, the voice of loving Spirit is also available to you.
It is nowhere near as loud or intense as the anguished cries of lost Will.
And it does not come from the ever-tighter knots in your lower heart and your belly
that mark the imprints of the lost Will.

"My voice inside of you comes down through your upper chakras.
It does not come through the words you are reading now~~~
my voice and my presence is already inside of you,
these words are meant only to help you find it inside.
You may experience it as our own quiet knowing~~~
that even in the midst of the intense pain can be heard saying,

'This too shall pass;
there is another way,
and it will be found.'

"The voice of pain and lost desire you were channeling
was not only the voice of the lost Will,
it was the voice of denial.
Lost Will and denial energy have been together for so long
that very often the Will fragment doesn't know the difference anymore.

Before you'll be able to channel my loving Light to the part of the Mother in pain,
you will want to release the denial energy
that has been preventing my Light from reaching her.

"Please connect with the Mother and me on the inside.
As your own deep intuition,
We can help you find the resources
to take charge of your process as the healer of yourself and Creation.

"And I want to say that you are right,
there is no way around or through an imprint when you are in the middle of it.
My advice for right now is

be good to yourself when you are in the pain.
Don't try to do healing work in the midst of the pain and fear.
Pamper yourself when you are not feeling well,
as you might imagine the Mother would be
loving you
and your body.

"Wait until you are feeling some degree of love and strength in yourself.
That is the time to connect with the Mother and me,
and work with the lost Will.

"It's in times of relative inner strength and self love
that you can more easily identify with the healer in yourself.
And then you can channel your own unconditional loving acceptance
along with my loving Light~~~
to the part in you that has been hurting.

"In this way your truest self,
you the human healer~~~
are identified with the strength of loving acceptance.

And you as the healer of yourself,
and therefore all of Creation~~~

are bringing just the right medicine to what needs healing.
You are bringing unconditional loving acceptance~~~
to places where love has never been.

"And this is what the Mother and I have hoped you would do,
join with Us in helping to find and heal all of the lost Will in Creation.
When the Mother has fully recovered her Will,
she will be there inside of you,
manifesting as you.
And my unconditionally loving Light will be with you both~~~
in whatever ways work best for you.

"With the denial energy gone,
the gaps inside of Self and in Creation can close.
And when there is no more gap,
there is only Us~~~
Spirit and Will finding Our union and birthing New Heart.
And finally realizing Our deepest Heart's desire...

our Heart Song of loving union
embodied in manifestation...
as the greatness you truly are."


Index of the RUOW Discussion

Mother Expression



[2010_03_25: I don't know where the images, which I must have inserted in August 2009, have gone. I could retrieve only two of them.
Nor do I understand, why I inserted those images here, without titles, without anything. But I'll leave this un-completeness just as it is! ]

2010_04_02: I'm transforming a "bug" into a honey-giving "bee":
My birthday "Soul-Star" above 8 nourishing RUOW quotations!
I also found the sculpture in which those images are embedded!
And - what synchronicity! - I also found the 8 soundbuttons!



Something else that has disappeared, in this case from puzzle-piece 53, are the quotes
which exemplify the eight books of Right Use of Will. ~~~Click and click again to stop.







I'm going to copy relevant passages from the paper clippings of my RUOW books.

From RUOW II, The Unseen Role of Denial [online since Nov. 1, 2011]

(About the Rainbow Spirits, who mostly incarnated as Jews)

p. 155... Spirit pattern has ... dragged them down into some of the lowest realities available on Earth.
They have given themselves in the name of love [what?]
but it has been guilt they have given themselves to.
What guilt does to its victims is not a loving thing to feel or a pretty thing to see..
There is a huge backlog of emotion
that needs to move around the experiences of many of the Rainbow Spirits on Earth.

The Rainbow Spirits have never found a land that really feels like it belongs to them
because Earth is not their planet, and they have never accepted their true homes.

....Their lack of self-acceptance created a reality around them that did not accept them.
Spirits face their own reflection, whether they recognize it or not.
Spirits that do not accept themselves
will manifest surroundings that do not accept them either.

The Jews have seen themselves as victims
because the spirits whose denials they have held did not want to take responsibility for themselves.
From the beginning, the Rainbow Spirits wanted to blame God for their troubles,
and later they extended this blame to the Angels, for not parenting them well enough in God's absence.
As time went on, the Rainbow Spirits have blamed any who have not given them what they have wanted to have.

There are some Rainbow Spirits who have incarnated into other patterns now,
but in the past, many Rainbow Spirits had many of their lives within the Jewish culture.
This has to be understood to understand the karma they face
whether they are presentlcy incarnated in a Jewish form or not.
They have all dreamed for so long of a wonderful Home for themselves that is not on Earth.
I am not asking them to give up this dream now,
but I would like them to give up the guilt that has said
either they will never get there or they must pay a terrible price to get there.
I would also like them to stop believing they must die to leave Earth.

p.156 The Rainbow Spirits need to understand that it is not wrong that they have been lost for so long.
They had too many confusions to know what home was for them until they had had a lot of experience to teach them.
They also need to understand that it was not wrong to have emerged as they did.
I did not fully recognize manifested form as a part of Myself then, but now I do.
The Rainbow Spirits have a sexual guilt that is deeply buried in religious arguments
that even include rules about what positions are appropriate for lovemaking.
Their sexual guilt is all related to what was going on with Us when they emerged.
Having had so much guilt about what they enjoyed the most,
they have tried to deny it to themselves
in an effort not to repeat what they view as their original sin.
A lusty interest in sex is not wrong if you have love present for it.

The guilt they have had about Heart has never really let the Rainbow Spirits believe
that love and sex can really go together.
After all, where was Heart when they emerged?
Moses reflected a lot of their guilt to them
and He (sic) gave the Jews many more laws than are listed in the modern Bible.
I would especially like to see an end to circumcision,
which was really not so much a matter of health,
as it was a question of guilt making the Rainbow Spirits feel
they needed to do something to reduce their sensitivity,
and therefore, their interest in sex.

Circumcision and health problems in the genitals are both symptoms of the same kinds of guilts
. (sic).

Just because We did not understand everything that happened when the Creation emerged,
does not mean that understanding cannot come later.
Lack of understanding does not mean that what happened was wrong.

At the time of the emergence of the Rainbow Spirits, We had to go on Our instincts.
Our instincts turned out to be right,
but then, We did not know if they were right or wrong.
We have learned since then that if We feel like doing something,
it will not be wrong,
even if the lesson We learn is a bitter one.





There are still 16 almost empty pages [maximum: 1300 kb] of "Edited Godchannel Files" ,
I'll use them for copying Bringers of the Dawn, as far as I could find the book online
I differentiate between passages that are relevant to me and those that are not.

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back to chapter 3 of Bringers of the Dawn   ~~~~~ forward to chapter 5 of Bringers of the Dawn


Once upon a time, there were beings who wanted to create something. In order to do this, they needed to go in and very subtly change a part of creation. These beings worked for, were associated with, and carefully guarded an aspect of consciousness called light. At different times, these Guardians of Light met and worked together and crossed paths in the different realms of reality. They planned, they shared blueprints, and they designed a time when their plan would go into effect.

Certain members of this light team plotted the probabilities of Prime Creator: what Prime Creator would do, where Prime Creator would act, and how Prime Creator would be stimulated. These entities understood what could be done with light, and their plan was very carefully orchestrated. For several hundred thousand years, these beings of light were trained to carry out this plan. Part of the plan involved being ready for a cosmic jolt that they anticipated would eventually be coming from Prime Creator.

There was a great deal of dedication and preparation as the groundwork was laid and the training begun. There was much to be learned before this plan could be implemented, for it was a daring plan. It was the intention of these Guardians of Light to take light, or knowledge, into a reality where that light was not welcomed and did not fit. It was like putting your foot in a shoe that does not fit.

These beings had a plan to prepare for the time when that light would fit. These beings are you, and that time is now. The time has been carefully orchestrated, and each of you knows in the deepest portions of your being that you have come here for a purpose. You have come to begin the pivotal movement to release everything that has bound you up until now- into your reality, that has held you with fine threads like steel cords and locked you into ideas about yourselves and your relationship to the cosmos.

For those of you who have come to act out your plan and to work with the consciousness of light, your time is now. Your action springs from this moment. All you need to do is begin to allow this energy*) to come into your body*). You must begin to vibrate*) with this energy and to clear the passages of the self*), the emotional*) energies that hold themselves locked*) in your physical body*). As you begin to examine the self, you will find that there are many selves in which to travel on the inner highways or inner nervous system of consciousness.

what "energy"? the energy of "consciousness"? How can I "vibrate" this?
But now it comes, though not phrased in a logical manner:
"to clear the passages of the self,
the emotional energies that hold themselves
(hold themselves??????) locked in your physical body."
This lack of clarity, or is it lack of understanding on their part? lack of knowing? - makes me so sad
- and this after almost 18 years of having been drawn to the book,
almost the only one among hundreds of "spiritual" books, that came to my knowledge.-
What they should understand and phrase logically , is this:
"your time is now...All you need to do is
begin to clear the passages of the self,
blocked by your , God's and all the World's denials,
and vibrate the emotional energies, the "Lost Will",
that you have locked in your physical body for eons!"

You will find that your society has been very cleverly designed to keep you from knowing this most intimate and rewarding and exciting portion of yourself. As Guardians of Light, you are going to create options of reality and bring them to the mass consciousness of the planet. You will do this by first doing it for yourself, creating an inner peace and inner love by accepting who you are and all that you have done in life and all that has been done to you in life. You will accept and integrate these things**) because you will know they have been exactly the situations necessary to bring you into this final stage of anchoring light.

I'll be able to accept and integrate it only, if I first let Body vibrate it, move it, breath it, sound it!!!!!

This story is an ancient one, and it is stored within your body. Part of what we are requesting of you and reminding you is to open this historical treasure house and become an inner archaeologist. Be willing to travel the roads of memory of this lifetime and many other lifetimes so that you can begin to have a picture of the purpose of consciousness.

When you begin to picture the purpose of your own consciousness, and you discover the clever ways you have traveled, the many guises you have used, and the many actions you have participated in, you will learn to accept the totality of your being. When you are able to accept behavior that was not uplifting behavior, and accept your own identity of sexuality, and accept how you valued or did not value life in many lifetimes, it will open. a chakra center in your body that is located around the thymus gland, between the fourth and fifth chakras. It is through here that eventually the nervous system will open and information will flow and through here that you will begin to regenerate the body and move into unconditional love.

As you accept and explore what you have participated in, you will have a greater understanding of what is going on now on the planet. You will then allow others to dance to whatever tune they are best learning from at this time. There are some pretty chaotic tunes being played upon this planet, and there is a purpose to all of them. The purpose is to strengthen the self so that the self can become completely informed about reality. The self can then decide with clarity the soul's path, or your personal path, through reality.

The original plan was for Earth to be an exchange center of information for all the different galactic systems. The Original Planners have not given up this plan. They were members of the Family of Light, and some of you have been very intimate with these Original Planners. Feel that for a moment.

We want to awaken your memories. We want you to begin to understand the magnitude of what is occurring to your species on this planet so that you can operate with comfort, knowledge, and knowing. The Original Planners are quite capable of plotting different courses and different realities.

As we have mentioned, in a free-will universe, all is allowed by Prime Creator. Therefore, since time does not exist as you know it outside of your local sector, things are left to work themselves out. So, to you humans, it seems as if it has been a long time since any kind of cosmic planetary excitement has taken place on Earth. In the larger scheme of evolution, it has not been so long, but because you are locked in the time frame of Earth, it feels as if it has been a long time.

Light gives information, and darkness withholds information. So, in the times that are coining, it will be easy for you to discern who's who and what's what as you travel outside the third-dimensional realm. All you need to do is discern whether something is light and you are being given information or whether it is darkness and you are being disinformed, misinformed, or information is being completely withheld from you.

Darkness and light have come from the same creator, Prime Creator, who has created a host of creator gods to go out and do its bidding. It has given all these creator gods freedom to form worlds: to discover how to create life, how to become responsible stewards of life, and how to become parents for the planets in the galactic systems that they have created. Learning to become a good parent has been a constant ongoing process.

The creator gods have taken themselves and made themselves and fed their worlds from themselves. In Egypt, there is a story about a creator god who masturbated and created the world. The god took himself and made small identities out of himself so that he could be in what he made and not outside of it.

You are all needed to access the portion of memory that is part of the creator gods. Who are these gods? Who are the gods that fought with these gods? Who are some of the gods who came here and controlled you? Part of your task is to access your memory.

When these beings return to Earth, there will be many of you who will turn to them and say, "Yes, these are wonderful gods. I feel wonderful about them. They are so magnificent. Look what they can do." Some of these gods will seem to fix and save your world. This is where it will be easy to miss the bigger picture. It will look as if they are coming to fix and save your world when, in actuality, what they are doing is simply creating another form of authority and control. What we are saying is that people will put a belief system and a paradigm on these entities. There will be a large marketing program to sell the presence of these entities to you. This program is already going on.

You are not like the masses on Earth, for you are members of the Family of Light, and you know things that others do not. You may know that these beings are not of light, and you may know it to the core of your being. You may become sickened in a society that does not know this. Many people will turn to worshiping these beings because it will seem as if miracles are occurring and the grandest event in the history of the world is taking place. It may seem that humanity is being given a whole new opportunity, a whole new golden era. Then there will be a very big surprise, and people will find that the tyrannies are larger than ever before.

The purpose, of course, is for each individual to become sovereign and for the planet to unite. Not everyone is going to make the shift. Everyone is not in the vibration that wants to work in harmony at this time. There are those on Earth who will feel as if they are in states of ecstasy when they find what they think is a new authority, a higher authority, a new paradigm, animal gods, or whatever. So the Family of Light, as it has infiltrated and penetrated this planet, is going to create its own planetary sphere, its own Earth. [see the sentence in "Godchannel>A Letter from God to those doing the Healing-Work":

"Those of you who find enough of your wholeness....will eventually find yourselves on a nearly virgin Earth...."

You are all learning about authority. Who is the boss for the beings who are here now? Who is their God? Who is their authority? That authority is coming back to Earth. There is a lesson in this for Earth. These beings, who are neither spiritually informed nor lean in spiritual ways, deny the existence of a spiritual force. They have developed scientific principles and technologies that scatter the laws of spirituality.

You may think that because you understand or believe in the spiritual realms that every person, as they evolve, will naturally embrace that information. It is not so. It is possible to become a brilliant master of manipulating matter and reality without understanding spiritual connections. It is very important that you learn this.

There will be those who will come from the stars to this planet who will have abilities that will be incredible to the mass consciousness of the people upon Earth. But these beings will not feel, for they will not be connected to any spiritual seeking. The choice to seek, to awaken the spiritual self, is, of course, free to each person upon this planet and to each person in this whole universe. Not everyone is going to realize it.

Just as you have cultivated very powerful individuals upon this planet who are not in touch with their feeling centers-who have no connection to emotional and spiritual consciousness, there are those who exist in space who are extremely powerful space kings or space entities who have nothing to do with spirituality. They are powerful forces. If you met these forces, you would feel like David meeting Goliath. That is why it is important for all of you to learn how to alter your reality so that you can dance between the vibrations of frequency, or flip into the station of the world that you want to experience.

Wanting to have something to worship is the frequency control on Earth. What the planet is headed for is someone or something new to worship. That is the potential holographic insert-a new god to worship. The creator gods, the reptiles, know that their plan has run short, so to speak, and there is an intention of creating a new plan, a new diversion, a new disempowerment. Therefore, beyond anything else, listen to yourselves. Listen to the internal message that comes through to you and begin to dance with it and make friends with it. You, yourselves, are meant to discover reality from inside and to direct your life in this way. This is really the gift that is given in the free-will zone.

Part of the dichotomy or balancing in a free-will zone is the allowance of all things, even tyrannies. In this free-will zone, everyone is endowed with the potential to create their own reality. It is a free-will choice to create having someone else create reality for you. Most people on Earth allow others to create and dictate their reality to them. Through frequency control, you have been steered to look outside of yourself for answers. When new gods appear, you are ready to worship them. It goes on and on. Those who control frequency in this way are lost in the same thing, and you are their mirror.

As you begin to live according to your own guidance and your own daring, everything changes completely. This is occurring in many places. Just as thought travels on Earth, there are highways on which thought can be directed throughout the cosmos. The gridworks and creative cosmic rays are part of an intergalactic system that directs what you believe into other places of existence. So even today you are a living inspiration to others as a frequency that is fed into other systems.

In the same way that we pull energy from other systems into your system, you send energy to other systems and affect them-and you don't know it. We want you to realize your impact and the power you have to affect systems. You don't even know how powerful you are, and that is why you could be dangerous. You have taken on an incredible amount of this mutating energy. What are you going to do with it? How are you going to direct it? Do you love yourself?

The Original Planners are after much more than this particular zone here: they are after a shift in the universal DNA. They want the entire universe to orchestrate a new symphony in consciousness. They are not only after the reestablishment of frequency availability on Earth. Their game is much bigger: they are after a restructuring of the vibratory rate of this entire universe. They are creating this by going into key zones to infiltrate and bring about a simultaneous implosion. There will be a universal awakening within these various centers so that the entire universe will change its frequency in its own time.

The Original Planners have solicited the interest of Prime Creator. Prime Creator learns from all things that exist because it is all things. Just as you are learning to honor your lessons, the things that you manifest for yourself, Prime Creator honors all creations. Prime Creator lets its creations be and learns about its own potential by watching what it has birthed, just as a wise parent learns from its children. Prime Creator needs you to go out and bring the newest inventions unto it so that it can experience and evolve.

Prime Creator has turned its energy toward this free-will zone because, from a vast point in your future, it has been shown where this experiment will go if left unchecked and unattended. Energy could simply run rampant and own other energy. There is a vast probability that reaches out for hundreds and thousands of years of a dictatorship in this universal system. From a place far into the future, this experiment is being reworked: its essential energy is being transmuted and transformed. You are a part of that transformation by going into the bowels of the system in various disguises and becoming awakened.

The human portion of you has delineated who is a good guy and who is a bad guy and who is who in the space hierarchy. There have been tremendous amounts of literature on this subject, and you have bought it all. Smash all of those ideas. Smash every one of them, including who you think we are.

Over the next number of years, those who come from the skies may not be members of the Family of Light. They will be the mirror of those upon the planet. We have said to you that your lesson is authority-to become your own authority and to stop giving over your decision-making process to governmental people or parents or teachers or gods. It is time for the people of Earth to become sovereign.

Humans are going to need to be tricked before they can become aware. Many of you may find that you will be very frustrated. You will see things that others will not see; you will see a mass mania occurring upon this planet, and you will not be able to live with it. You will see masses of people walk toward a false god that is foolishness.

You are beginning to feel what may be coming. It is an awesome task to carry light: once you put it in your body, there is no stopping it. There is no saying, "I quit the light team. I won't be recognized as a member of the Family of Light." Some of you may want to do this sometimes, but once light is there, that is it.

We want you to realize that those space beings on and round this planet who you feel are "bad guys"-and with whom your government forces have made deals-are dealing with the same issues that you are. They are beings who are reflecting your beliefs and drama back at you. They have been accused of heinous behavior, of performing mutations and abductions upon the human species, which has sent out a cry among many of the organizational members of UFO study.

Yet, these beings act as a mirror to show you your own world: what you acquiesce to and what you acquiesce to let your leaders do all over the world. How is your acquiescence to the government and media, and the way you are used, different from a cow who is mutilated by an extraterrestrial? These extraterrestrials who come here do nothing different than your own species does. The masses allow the leaders to do as they wish in their name because the masses do not rise up and say, "Hey, I do not approve of this!" There is a complacency upon Earth. The consciousness on this planet is, "You do it for me. I don't want to be responsible. You become my government official. You become my teacher. You become my boss. Someone tell me what to do."

These extraterrestrials mirror this to you. Remember the movie V that was shown on television a few years ago? That movie gives you some idea of the cunning and conniving of certain entities who will come from space; some people will indeed worship them and think they are absolutely powerful masters. We are saying that these scenarios are going to prove true. There is a pending merging of human consciousness and the extraterrestrial presence upon this planet. It is being marketed to you at a rapid rate.

Many of you who have studied and used your own discernment will be shocked and appalled at the foolishness and ideological worship that the rest of the human race will express toward certain beings from space who pass themselves off as your creators even though they do not have bodies that look like yours. They will be able to do many things and will share many technologies. They will perhaps cure certain diseases that they helped create in the first place by teaching germ warfare to your planetary scientists.

You will become disgusted with society because you will not fit with the new gods, and you will retreat. Do you understand that the new gods may be lizards? You think that's a little funny? Hold onto your seats, because you have no idea what is coming. If we told you everything that was coming, you would have scattered a long time ago.

There are some who play on both teams because they are double agents. This is very complicated, and it is time for you to understand it. We are pushing your paradigms and stretching your identity because we are preparing you for something. If you are prepared, you will be able to stand firmly in an identity and not be crushed by what you thought was out there.

Oh, dear humans, you are in for an adventure, and only you can carry this adventure out. The nonphysical realms continuously support you, and members of the Family of Light are around you and with you all the time. Yet, it is up to you to master the laws that we share with you and to anchor them upon this planet.

When you begin to live all that we teach you-to trust identity, to trust synchronicity, to trust being a part of a plan then you will find that even in the midst of great calamity and incredible odds you will be able to defy the laws of humanity.

The creator gods have their own creators toward whom they are evolving. The lapse in consciousness between the creator gods and their creators occurred within the context of the manipulation of worlds and universes, not necessarily the manipulation of species. You, as a species, are being manipulated within a multitude of realities. It is your task to figure out how many realities you exist within. For those beings who are manipulating you, their task is to realize how many worlds they are manipulating realities in. The creator gods are jugglers of realities, but who is juggling their realities and putting them through their creation in all of these worlds in the first place?

All of this is to be felt. Allow your brain cells to click into being without your rational, conscious mind wanting to define things down to the most minute detail. This experience involves raising a feeling inside yourself and then, one day, at one moment, in one afternoon, having an overwhelming sense of knowing: having a composition a thousand pages long come alive in five seconds of divine ecstasy.

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Rafael Rosenzweig's descendants

I n e s  1923

Joel 1947 & Tova

Ran 1973 (& Shir)
+ Lihi 2009 + Noam 2011

Hadass 1979 & Dani
+ Lior 2012

Asaf 1983 (& Anat)


I n e s

Dita 1952 & Gideon 1951

Orit 1977 (& Offer),
+Udi 2003 +Itai 2006 +Ben 2010

Hagar 1980 & Rafi
+Eitan 2010 +Ya'ir 2012

C h r i s t a - R a c h e l  1938

Immanuel 1963 & Ruth 1963
Elah 1987
Alon 1991

Immanuel & Efrat 1966
Mika -2005

C h r i s t a - R a c h e l

Ronnit 1965 & Uri 1963

Jonathan 1991
Rotem 1993
Yael 1996
Itamar 1998

C h r i s t a - R a c h e l

Micha 1966 & Ra'ayah 1957

Arnon 1996
Ayelet 1998



See this artist who never sculpted anything before, also on page 8


I N T E R A C T I N G   through   A C T I N G (2):
C O O K I N G    T O G E T H E R
[2nd part]


Yael helps



I N T E R A C T I N G   through   A C T I N G (4):
D A N C I N G   T O G E T H E R

While Arnon and Micha
are too shy to join,
Efrat takes the lead with Mika
and with Ronnit, her sister-in-law.

Orit, in all her elegance,
her mother Dita,
and Orit's son Udi join in.

But why does Rotem,
Ronnit's daughter,
only rejoice in the front ,
but not join?

Now Ayelet and Rotem
watch another attraction,
while Hagar and I
join the dancing circle
Efrat and Immanuel
were the most glorious couple


Alon laughs,
(that's rare)
and Rafi,
Hagar's husband,
enjoys himself

In the back
tTo the right
I discern:

Udi and Mika
and Jonathan's girlfriend Shir
and between
the legs
of the dancers
Hagar's son,

in the front to the right:
Alon's sister,
who seems
to take a picture with her phone




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interspersed with the Project and the Movie of   ONE  CLIP  AT  A  TIME