(4)MEMORIES IN THE FREE-WILL ZONE
               
              Once upon a time, there were beings who wanted to create something. 
                In order to do this, they needed to go in and 
                very subtly change a part of creation. These beings worked for, 
                were associated with, and carefully guarded an aspect of consciousness 
                called light. At different times, these Guardians of Light met 
                and worked together and crossed paths in the different realms 
                of reality. They planned, they shared blueprints, and they designed 
                a time when their plan would go into effect.
               
              Certain members of this light team plotted the probabilities 
                of Prime Creator: what Prime Creator would do, where Prime Creator 
                would act, and how Prime Creator would be stimulated. These entities 
                understood what could be done with light, and their plan was very 
                carefully orchestrated. For several hundred thousand years, these 
                beings of light were trained to carry out this plan. Part of the 
                plan involved being ready for a cosmic jolt that they anticipated 
                would eventually be coming from Prime Creator.
               
              There was a great deal of dedication and preparation 
                as the groundwork was laid and the training begun. There was much 
                to be learned before this plan could be implemented, for it was 
                a daring plan. It was the intention of these Guardians of Light 
                to take light, or knowledge, into a reality where that light was 
                not welcomed and did not fit. It was like putting your foot in 
                a shoe that does not fit.
               
              These beings had a plan to prepare for the time when that light 
                would fit. These beings are you, and that time is now. The time 
                has been carefully orchestrated, and each of you knows in the 
                deepest portions of your being that you have come here for a purpose. 
                You have come to begin the pivotal movement to release 
                everything that has bound you up until now- into your reality, 
                that has held you with fine threads like steel cords and locked 
                you into ideas about yourselves and your relationship to the cosmos.
               
              For those of you who have come to act out your plan and to work 
                with the consciousness of light, your time is now. Your action 
                springs from this moment. All you need to do is begin 
                to allow this energy*) to come into your body*). You must begin 
                to vibrate*) with this energy and to clear the passages of the 
                self*), the emotional*) energies that hold themselves locked*) 
                in your physical body*). As you begin 
                to examine the self, you will find that there are many selves 
                in which to travel on the inner highways or inner nervous system 
                of consciousness.
                
                
                *) 
                what "energy"? the energy 
                of "consciousness"? How 
                can I "vibrate" this?
                But now it comes, though not phrased in a logical manner:
                "to clear the passages of the self, 
                
                the emotional energies that hold themselves (hold themselves??????) 
                locked in your physical body." 
                
                This lack of clarity, or is it lack of understanding on their 
                part? lack of knowing? - makes me so sad 
                - and this after almost 18 years of having been drawn to the book, 
                
                almost the only one among hundreds of "spiritual" books, 
                that came to my knowledge.- 
                What they should understand and phrase logically , is this: 
                "your time is now...All you need to do is 
                begin to clear the passages of the self,
                blocked by your , God's and all the World's denials, 
                and vibrate the emotional energies, the "Lost 
                Will", 
                that you have locked in your physical body for eons!"
               
              You will find that your society has been very 
                cleverly designed to keep you from knowing this most intimate 
                and rewarding and exciting portion of yourself. As Guardians of 
                Light, you are going to create options of reality and bring them 
                to the mass consciousness of the planet. You will do this 
                by first doing it for yourself, creating an inner peace and inner 
                love by accepting who you are and all that you have done in life 
                and all that has been done to you in life. You will accept and 
                integrate these things**) because you will 
                know they have been exactly the situations necessary to bring 
                you into this final stage of anchoring light.
              **)
                I'll be able to accept and integrate it only, if I first let Body 
                vibrate it, move it, breath it, sound it!!!!! 
              
              This story is an ancient one, and it is stored within your body. 
                Part of what we are requesting of you and reminding you is to 
                open this historical treasure house and become an inner archaeologist. 
                Be willing to travel the roads of memory of this lifetime and 
                many other lifetimes so that you can begin 
                to have a picture of the purpose of consciousness.
               
              When you begin to picture the purpose of your 
                own consciousness, and you discover the clever ways you have traveled, 
                the many guises you have used, and the many actions you have participated 
                in, you will learn to accept the totality of your being. 
                When you are able to accept behavior that was 
                not uplifting behavior, and accept your own identity of sexuality, 
                and accept how you valued or did not value life in many lifetimes, 
                it will open. a chakra center in your body that is located around 
                the thymus gland, between the fourth and fifth chakras. It is 
                through here that eventually the nervous system will open and 
                information will flow and through here that you will begin to 
                regenerate the body and move into unconditional love.
               
              As you accept and explore what you have participated 
                in, you will have a greater understanding of what is going on 
                now on the planet. You will then allow others to dance to whatever 
                tune they are best learning from at this time. There are some 
                pretty chaotic tunes being played upon this planet, and there 
                is a purpose to all of them. The purpose is to strengthen the 
                self so that the self can become completely informed about reality. 
                The self can then decide with clarity the soul's path, or your 
                personal path, through reality.
               
              The original plan was for Earth to be an exchange 
                center of information for all the different galactic systems. 
                The Original Planners have not given up this plan. They were members 
                of the Family of Light, and some of you have been very intimate 
                with these Original Planners. Feel that for 
                a moment.
               
              We want to awaken your memories. We want you to 
                begin to understand the magnitude of what is occurring to your 
                species on this planet so that you can operate with comfort, knowledge, 
                and knowing. The Original Planners are quite capable of plotting 
                different courses and different realities.
               
              As we have mentioned, in a free-will universe, all is allowed 
                by Prime Creator. Therefore, since time does not exist as you 
                know it outside of your local sector, things are left to work 
                themselves out. So, to you humans, it seems as if it has been 
                a long time since any kind of cosmic planetary excitement has 
                taken place on Earth. In the larger scheme of evolution, it has 
                not been so long, but because you are locked in the time frame 
                of Earth, it feels as if it has been a long time.
               
              Light gives information, and darkness withholds 
                information. So, in the times that are coining, it will be easy 
                for you to discern who's who and what's what as you travel outside 
                the third-dimensional realm. All you need to do is discern whether 
                something is light and you are being given information or whether 
                it is darkness and you are being disinformed, misinformed, or 
                information is being completely withheld from you.
               
              Darkness and light have come from the same creator, Prime Creator, 
                who has created a host of creator gods to go out and do its bidding. 
                It has given all these creator gods freedom to form worlds: to 
                discover how to create life, how to become responsible stewards 
                of life, and how to become parents for the planets in the galactic 
                systems that they have created. Learning to become a good parent 
                has been a constant ongoing process.
               
              The creator gods have taken themselves and made 
                themselves and fed their worlds from themselves. In Egypt, there 
                is a story about a creator god who masturbated and created the 
                world. The god took himself and made small identities out of himself 
                so that he could be in what he made and not outside of it.
               
              You are all needed to access the portion of memory 
                that is part of the creator gods. Who are these gods? Who are 
                the gods that fought with these gods? Who are some of the gods 
                who came here and controlled you? Part of your task is to access 
                your memory.
               
              When these beings return to Earth, there will be many of you 
                who will turn to them and say, "Yes, these are wonderful 
                gods. I feel wonderful about them. They are so magnificent. Look 
                what they can do." Some of these gods will seem to fix and 
                save your world. This is where it will be easy to miss the bigger 
                picture. It will look as if they are coming to fix and 
                save your world when, in actuality, what they are doing is simply 
                creating another form of authority and control. What 
                we are saying is that people will put a belief system 
                and a paradigm on these entities. There will be a large marketing 
                program to sell the presence of these entities to you. 
                This program is already going on.
               
              You are not like the masses on Earth, for you are members of 
                the Family of Light, and you know things that others do not. You 
                may know that these beings are not of light, and you may know 
                it to the core of your being. You may become sickened in a society 
                that does not know this. Many people will turn to worshiping these 
                beings because it will seem as if miracles are occurring and the 
                grandest event in the history of the world is taking place. It 
                may seem that humanity is being given a whole new opportunity, 
                a whole new golden era. Then there will be a very big surprise, 
                and people will find that the tyrannies are larger than 
                ever before.
               
              The purpose, of course, is for each individual to become 
                sovereign and for the planet to unite. Not everyone is 
                going to make the shift. Everyone is not in the vibration that 
                wants to work in harmony at this time. There are those on Earth 
                who will feel as if they are in states of ecstasy when they find 
                what they think is a new authority, a higher authority, a new 
                paradigm, animal gods, or whatever. So the Family of Light, as 
                it has infiltrated and penetrated this planet, is going 
                to create its own planetary sphere, its own Earth. [see 
                the sentence in "Godchannel>A 
                Letter from God to those doing the Healing-Work": 
              "Those 
                of you who find enough of your wholeness....will eventually find 
                yourselves on a nearly virgin Earth...." 
              You are all learning about authority. 
                Who is the boss for the beings who are here now? Who is their 
                God? Who is their authority? That authority is coming back to 
                Earth. There is a lesson in this for Earth. These beings, who 
                are neither spiritually informed nor lean in spiritual ways, deny 
                the existence of a spiritual force. They have developed scientific 
                principles and technologies that scatter the laws of spirituality.
               
              You may think that because you understand or believe 
                in the spiritual realms that every person, as they evolve, will 
                naturally embrace that information. It is not so. It is possible 
                to become a brilliant master of manipulating matter and reality 
                without understanding spiritual connections. It is very important 
                that you learn this.
               
              There will be those who will come from the stars to this planet 
                who will have abilities that will be incredible to the mass consciousness 
                of the people upon Earth. But these beings will not feel, 
                for they will not be connected to any spiritual seeking. The choice 
                to seek, to awaken the spiritual self, is, of course, free to 
                each person upon this planet and to each person in this whole 
                universe. Not everyone is going to realize it.
               
              Just as you have cultivated very powerful individuals upon this 
                planet who are not in touch with their feeling centers-who 
                have no connection to emotional and spiritual consciousness, 
                there are those who exist in space who are 
                extremely powerful space kings or space entities who have nothing 
                to do with spirituality. They are powerful forces. If you met 
                these forces, you would feel like David meeting Goliath. That 
                is why it is important for all of you to learn how to alter your 
                reality so that you can dance between the vibrations of frequency, 
                or flip into the station of the world that you want to experience.
               
              Wanting to have something to worship is the frequency 
                control on Earth. What the planet is headed for is someone or 
                something new to worship. That is the potential holographic insert-a 
                new god to worship. The creator gods, 
                the reptiles, know that their plan has run short, so to speak, 
                and there is an intention of creating a new plan, a new diversion, 
                a new disempowerment. Therefore, beyond anything else, 
                listen to yourselves. Listen to the internal message that comes 
                through to you and begin to dance with it and make friends with 
                it. You, yourselves, are meant to discover reality from inside 
                and to direct your life in this way. This is really the gift that 
                is given in the free-will zone.
               
              Part of the dichotomy or balancing in a free-will zone is the 
                allowance of all things, even tyrannies. In this free-will 
                zone, everyone is endowed with the potential to create their own 
                reality. It is a free-will choice to create having someone else 
                create reality for you. Most people on Earth allow others to create 
                and dictate their reality to them. Through 
                frequency control, you have been steered to look outside of yourself 
                for answers. When new gods appear, you are ready to worship them. 
                It goes on and on. Those who control frequency in this way are 
                lost in the same thing, and you are their mirror.
               
              As you begin to live according to your own guidance and your 
                own daring, everything changes completely. This is occurring in 
                many places. Just as thought travels on Earth, there are highways 
                on which thought can be directed throughout the cosmos. The 
                gridworks and creative cosmic rays are part of an intergalactic 
                system that directs what you believe into other places of existence. 
                So even today you are a living inspiration to others as a frequency 
                that is fed into other systems.
               
              In the same way that we pull energy from other systems into your 
                system, you send energy to other systems and affect them-and you 
                don't know it. We want you to realize your impact and 
                the power you have to affect systems. You don't even know how 
                powerful you are, and that is why you could be dangerous. 
                You have taken on an incredible amount of this mutating energy. 
                What are you going to do with it? How are you going to direct 
                it? Do you love yourself?
               
              The Original Planners are after much more than this 
                particular zone here: they are after a shift in the universal 
                DNA. They want the entire universe to orchestrate a new symphony 
                in consciousness. They are not only after the reestablishment 
                of frequency availability on Earth. Their game is much bigger: 
                they are after a restructuring of the vibratory rate of this entire 
                universe. They are creating this by going into key zones to infiltrate 
                and bring about a simultaneous implosion. There will be a universal 
                awakening within these various centers so that the entire universe 
                will change its frequency in its own time.
               
              The Original Planners have solicited the interest 
                of Prime Creator. Prime Creator 
                learns from all things that exist because it is all things. Just 
                as you are learning to honor your lessons, the things that you 
                manifest for yourself, Prime Creator honors all creations. Prime 
                Creator lets its creations be and learns about its own potential 
                by watching what it has birthed, just as a wise parent learns 
                from its children. Prime Creator needs you to go out and bring 
                the newest inventions unto it so that it can experience and evolve.
               
              Prime Creator has turned its energy toward this 
                free-will zone because, from a vast point in your future, it has 
                been shown where this experiment will go if left unchecked and 
                unattended. Energy could simply run rampant and own other energy. 
                There is a vast probability that reaches out for hundreds and 
                thousands of years of a dictatorship in this universal system. 
                From a place far into the future, this experiment is being reworked: 
                its essential energy is being transmuted and transformed. You 
                are a part of that transformation by going into the bowels of 
                the system in various disguises and becoming awakened.
               
              The human portion of you has delineated who is a good guy and 
                who is a bad guy and who is who in the space hierarchy. There 
                have been tremendous amounts of literature on this subject, and 
                you have bought it all. Smash all of those ideas. Smash every 
                one of them, including who you think we are.
               
              Over the next number of years, those who come from the skies 
                may not be members of the Family of Light. They will be the mirror 
                of those upon the planet. We have said to you that your lesson 
                is authority-to become your own authority and to stop giving over 
                your decision-making process to governmental people or parents 
                or teachers or gods. It is time for the people of Earth to become 
                sovereign.
               
              Humans are going to need to be tricked before they 
                can become aware. Many of you may find that you will be very frustrated. 
                You will see things that others will not see; you will see a mass 
                mania occurring upon this planet, and you will not be able to 
                live with it. You will see masses of people walk toward a false 
                god that is foolishness.
               
              You are beginning to feel what may be coming. It 
                is an awesome task to carry light: once you put it in your body, 
                there is no stopping it. There is no saying, "I quit the 
                light team. I won't be recognized as a member of the Family of 
                Light." Some of you may want to do this sometimes, but once 
                light is there, that is it.
               
              We want you to realize that those space beings 
                on and round this planet who you feel are "bad guys"-and 
                with whom your government forces have made deals-are dealing with 
                the same issues that you are. They are beings who are reflecting 
                your beliefs and drama back at you. They have 
                been accused of heinous behavior, of performing mutations and 
                abductions upon the human species, which has sent out a cry among 
                many of the organizational members of UFO study.
               
              Yet, these beings act as a mirror to show you 
                your own world: what you acquiesce to and what you acquiesce to 
                let your leaders do all over the world. How is your acquiescence 
                to the government and media, and the way you are used, different 
                from a cow who is mutilated by an extraterrestrial? These extraterrestrials 
                who come here do nothing different than your own species does. 
                The masses allow the leaders to do as they wish in their name 
                because the masses do not rise up and say, "Hey, I do not 
                approve of this!" There is a complacency upon Earth. The 
                consciousness on this planet is, "You do it for me. I don't 
                want to be responsible. You become my government official. You 
                become my teacher. You become my boss. Someone tell me what to 
                do."
               
              These extraterrestrials mirror this to you. 
                Remember the movie V that was shown on television 
                a few years ago? That movie gives you some idea of the cunning 
                and conniving of certain entities who will come from space; some 
                people will indeed worship them and think they are absolutely 
                powerful masters. We are saying that these scenarios are going 
                to prove true. There is a pending merging of human consciousness 
                and the extraterrestrial presence upon this planet. It is being 
                marketed to you at a rapid rate.
               
              Many of you who have studied and used your 
                own discernment will be shocked and appalled at the foolishness 
                and ideological worship that the rest of the human race will express 
                toward certain beings from space who pass themselves off as your 
                creators even though they do not have bodies that look like yours. 
                They will be able to do many things and will share many technologies. 
                They will perhaps cure certain diseases that they helped create 
                in the first place by teaching germ warfare to your planetary 
                scientists.
               
              You will become disgusted with society because you will not fit 
                with the new gods, and you will retreat. Do 
                you understand that the new gods may be lizards? You think that's 
                a little funny? Hold onto your seats, because you have no idea 
                what is coming. If we told you everything that was coming, you 
                would have scattered a long time ago.
               
              There are some who play on both teams because they 
                are double agents. This is very complicated, and it is time for 
                you to understand it. We are pushing your paradigms and stretching 
                your identity because we are preparing you for something. If you 
                are prepared, you will be able to stand firmly in an identity 
                and not be crushed by what you thought was out there.
               
              Oh, dear humans, you are in for an adventure, and only you can 
                carry this adventure out. The nonphysical realms continuously 
                support you, and members of the Family of Light are around you 
                and with you all the time. Yet, it is up to you to master the 
                laws that we share with you and to anchor them upon this planet.
               
              When you begin to live all that we teach you-to trust identity, 
                to trust synchronicity, to trust being a part of a plan then you 
                will find that even in the midst of great calamity and incredible 
                odds you will be able to defy the laws of humanity.
               
              The creator gods have their own creators toward 
                whom they are evolving. The lapse in consciousness between the 
                creator gods and their creators occurred within the context of 
                the manipulation of worlds and universes, not necessarily the 
                manipulation of species. You, as a species, are being manipulated 
                within a multitude of realities. It is your task to figure out 
                how many realities you exist within. For those beings who are 
                manipulating you, their task is to realize how many worlds they 
                are manipulating realities in. The creator gods are jugglers of 
                realities, but who is juggling their realities and putting them 
                through their creation in all of these worlds in the first place?
               
              All of this is to be felt. Allow your brain cells to click into 
                being without your rational, conscious mind wanting to define 
                things down to the most minute detail. This experience 
                involves raising a feeling inside yourself and then, 
                one day, at one moment, in one afternoon, having an overwhelming 
                sense of knowing: having a composition a thousand 
                pages long come alive in five seconds of divine ecstasy.